Just to clear a few things up, the beholder is being heavily nerfed, my beholder won't have the anti magic field, won't have it's melee attack, won't have any of it's eye rays, and only has level 1 warlock health. You can basically think of it as a regular level one warlock of a different race that just happens to have rolled some nice stats and looks and acts like an insane beholder. I may decide to gradually get those things back as it levels up but things like the anti magic field wouldn't come into play until at least level 17. The size of a large beach-ball works for me, it'll let me fit through doors. Now I just need to figure out how it ended up so small. As to the spectator, I actually considered that. It would fit pretty well given their natural insanity but I just wanted to play a full on beholder driven mad, the idea appeals to me. If everyone objects there' still plenty of time to switch to something else, the beholder idea was only one of a few I had. I wanted to play a monster so I just started flipping through the monster manual looking for ideas.