This is very OOC knowledge. I am sharing it as I think it is about time Syvil's secrets were a bit more public. Please do not use what you read below in RP before Syvil has revealed it. You are free to show up in the actual RP though, if you think your character might have reason to be nearby. Ithiloneth M. said: After the horrible incident with the demonic vine beast in the cultist's lair, Syvil has come to realize his mastery of Calinaar is not what it ought to be. The transformation into... something else... has taken a toll on him and for the following couple of days he is feeble and tires easily. Slowly regaining his strength, and with it; his wits, he has begun to process what might have gone wrong. Because surely Calinaar is not supposed to invade his very own being like that? Meditating on the matter he comes to realize his own inadequacy, the failure must be that rather than channeling his magic into Calinaar; using it as an amplifier or focus, he is channeling Calinaar's magic into himself. A grave error but just the sort of mistake you might expect of someone only just learning to handle magic. And so he reaches out to Calinaar; asking for guidance on how to master it's powers. Stephen Dove said: You are correct Syvil Dernsson. I was made for those with the Holvari Blood, and though there is some in your veins, it is too dilute. Only by exposing yourself to Emerald Fire can you become what you must become to defeat evil. But I warn you, this is no small thing. Once exposed, you will forever be changed and this change cannot be undone. Even the Holvari of old were afraid to do this. If you would do this, seek out Ulrich, for I sense he has felt the flame's touch and must know of it. Ithiloneth M. said: Indeed, I am not Holvari, solely. Do you know anything of my other ancestry? Ulrich thought it might be Elvarin; would that be bad if I went into this Emerald Fire?No matter the response Syvil will go put the question to Ulrich. Master Ulrich, spare some time for a strange question? Probably best done in private. It concerns a certain Emerald Fire... Stephen Dove said: Ah Yes; Syvil. How can I aid you. I sense a question. Perhaps you would like to come into my study. Ithiloneth M. said: Once inside the study Syvil sits down if offered a chair. As always the matter I come with is not one I understand myself, but something I've heard of; what can you tell me about the Holvari and the Emerald Fire? Stephen Dove said: Hmm; these are grave matters indeed. The Emerald Fire is what burns in the Mysts; it is the essential agent of creation and destruction. Most of the time it cannot be seen. Mystwalkers can wield its power; though I must tell you that some of my collegues would have it the other way around, that the Mysts wield power through the wielders. It is a fell power indeed, for it is the source of the High Magic of old. I guess you seek to master your blade Syvil. I can help you with that, but warn you of it's dangers. No; not that you will be horribly changed nor that you'll be corrupted. It is that you become an agent of destiny once you bind yourself to its power. You become a fulcrum around which fate moves, as the Dwarren once said. You are also fated to see everything you know fade into dust, for time shall not age you. This sounds a simple thing; yet it drives most mad in the end. We use the Emerald flame as a training aid here. We can only conjure very weak Emerald flames here, but they are enough to enact a change in those who sleep by them. If you would do this thing, then take this dust and scatter it on a fire and sleep by its light for a week. After that, return here and we shall see what effects we can discern. Ithiloneth M. said: It is already my fate to see those I care for age before me, though I will not boast of immortality... Perhaps this choice is one already made for me, but I see now why Calinaar has not urged me to embrace it fully. Thank you master Ulrich, I will be taking this trial.And so saying Syvil takes the powder, gives that slight bow, now slightly deeper, and leaves. He spends the next week sleeping next to the fire and then returns. Ithiloneth M. said: Having asked Calinaar to keep wake over him during this period Syvil completes his week. Ulrich, it is done; should we adjourn to your study? Stephen Dove said: Ulrich leads you into his study and closes the door. He takes out something that looks like a laen glass but is covered in alchemical markings, and holds it up to you. The glass glows faintly. Hmm; I see the fire has had it's effects. You have have begun a journey, though it is by no means at its end. In the end, you will have to seek out the flame in the Mysts to complete this process; though that lies long in the future for now. Try now to contest with your blade and I think you will find a subtle difference that will grow with time. Ithiloneth M. said: Contest? Do you imply that me and Calinaar are not truly of the same purpose? He has not voiced any concern on this, it was in fact he who sent me here, to do this. In any case I shall continue to trust in you, yet again I find myself in your debt Ulrich; perhaps there might be something I could do for you? Stephen Dove said: Aha; well there is seldom a complete union of purpose when a soul and an artefact are joined in this way. I do not mean that Calinaar is your enemy merely that it has a portion of each of it's former wielders bound into it, as you will now also be partially joined with it. Ithiloneth M. said: I will be made part of Calinaar? Magic indeed is a confusing and marvellous thing... Well then, if that was all I will take me leave of you. Thank you again, Ulrich.Syvil leaves, his head spinning slightly. Deciding to take a walk before sitting down to talk with Calinaar his steps unwittingly lead him to the door of Viola. It seems a good as place as any; if not even a better place than most. He enters to find that Viola is not in at the moment and sits down on a cushion in the corner. Calling out Calinaar he places the blade on his lap and thus begins focusing his mind; not really sure what else to do. When at first nothing happens he instead addresses Calinaar directly; So, It has begun, would you lead me down the path further? Shall we finally begin? Hopefully I have proven myself worthy, though I cannot say my attempts have been great. You find me as I am, and likely always will be, for I aim to always be a child at heart, if time so age me or circumstances jade me, I tell you now; the one thing you will not have is my memory of laughter, of sunshine and friends, but the rest, in time, I fear will now be lost. Stephen Dove said: If you would journey further along this path, you must first contest your will with that of the previous owner. Are you ready Syvil? Ithiloneth M. said: No, I am not, but like the child of summer must face winter, so must I face these changes; I accept the challenge. Stephen Dove said: How mete that you should say that; for truly winter is what we face. Cernas is a winter spirit as are all his servants. It is them you are destined to meet Syvil, for is my name not Frost Reaver in the common tongue. Now; let us be about this.Calinaar has you enscribe a circle in the dust and then place him into the ground. Suddenly all the lights go out and you are standing in a strange vale, surrounded by Mysts. The cliffs overhead are carved in the faces of stern but wise looking men and you are taken aback by the amount of dedication it took to carve these faces into the hills. Before you are graves of turf and from each one a sword emerges. You count that there are thirty in a glance and are moved to stand before one of them. Suddenly, you feel a presence and grab hold of the blade; you feel a surge of power but also of memory. You are in a Myst shrouded forest; you see your reflection in a pool of water and it is of a fair haired women dressed in ancient armour. She is leading a group of white clad elves out of a glade. Screams come from the glade. Dromen boil out of the woods and you have no way to fight them, so you conjure Calinaar. You turn and strike at them and they fall back. Then, all at once a fell creature bursts from the woods; huge and terrible and wearing a Horned Helm. Wherever he steps the plants wither and before him goes a killing cold that strikes down many of the elves, leaving them frozen ruins. He reaches down to crush you but Calinaar surges forth and strikes the creature in the eye and it falls back and screams, now blinded by white fire; and the fact that one eye socket is now empty. The scene shifts and you see a wooded isle before you; you are on a fair ship, crafted of stone, and it's white sails bear you and a group of the Elves you saw before; though now they are filled with power. Dromen again boil out of the shore, but the Elves raise their voices in song and suddenly the Dromen are thrown back, and cover their eyes in rage and terror as you jump into the water and freeze it into a path, running across the sea to confront them. Finally, you see before you a great tower of black glass. It burns with red flame and at it's gates are a legion of Dromen. At your back are the Elves and they sing and then Dromen quail in fear. Battle is joined and then a Horned figure bursts from the Tower, as tall as a God and wielding a fell mace. He smashes the Elves all around him and yet still they do not fall back. You call Sithi; To me! Come Arawn; let us finish what we started! And then you meet your foe in batle, though this time something is different and he flames with red fire and though you greviously wound him, you too are wounded. Flame burns from your wound and you flee the battle, as the Sithi slay the Dromen and are slain in their turn. You stagger to a cave and there dig Calinaar into the ground. I shall not become one of the cursed ones. Calinaar; bind me into the walls. Do it now that my spirit might be saved! And then there is no more................ You are back in the strange valley and above you loom the faces of thirteen grave men. Settling yourself for a moment, you heft the sword aloft and as you do so you hear yourself crying aloud an ancient pact; I do here avow my life, my soul and my fate to Elisvara. I shall protect all the races from the stain of Darkfire. I shall chase the servants of the Vor-ar until their end and I shall bind myself to this blade, that I might serve even afyer death. And ere I enter battle shall I cry the war cry of my order and the enemy shall know the power of Elisvara at the shout of Exelsis!!!Suddenly you are back in Viola's room; drenched in sweat and several days have passed. Ithiloneth M. said: Shaken to his very core by the vision Syvil tries to gather his wits about him but finds he craves only two things, and that they blot all else out; water, and sunlight. And so he crawls forth and out from the room, into the bright light outside. There he finds the closest water barrel and near on drowns himself in it, and gasping he stands up, shivering, and as if remade.