I have no idea how you have handled your applications to join other games, but one thing to keep in mind is that there are far more players than DMs. Inevitably, you may have difficulties finding a game because there are usually more applicants than a DM can accept, and experienced DMs will tend to be fairly selective in choosing players. Also, there seem to be quite a few new players looking for games, and some DMs may not want to invest the time and effort to bring them along. Even DMs with the best of intentions may simply not have the time. Others might avoid young players because they may have had some bad experiences with immature gamers. So I will offer some further advice to help you maximize your chances. One is to become as familiar with the rules and Roll20 as you can. That way, you are somewhat prepared and may not be as much of a beginner. Also, review the stickied threads with guidelines for posting here on Looking for Group. A posting that follows the title and content guidelines will give you a much greater chance of success. Also, you may need to be open to creating and playing characters suited to a given campaign or game. Bringing an existing character concept is fine for many games, but it may not fit a particular campaign world, theme, or the DM's preferences. You may need to be flexible in your choices. A chaotic neutral prostitute drow rogue is a potentially controversial or problematic character. Not everyone may be comfortable with the idea, especially in terms of how that might be role played and what it might entail within the game. Chaotic neutral alignments are also not desirable for a lot of other DMs and gamers. The other concept of a "cursed" character might also come with some baggage. Don't get me wrong. I think it is great that you have put some thought into these characters and their backgrounds. I encourage the creativity. But the prospect of two outcast characters who might cause complications for other characters might not be a fit for many games. After all, your drow might not realize that her race is frowned upon, and it is not the fault of the wood elf that she is cursed. But if an adventuring party will have to deal with constant problems over the presence of a drow among them, along with the potential dangers of having a cursed character in the party, you can imagine the apprehension some DMs or players might feel. If you do not have much success with this attempt, perhaps you might hold off on character concepts and wait to create concepts once you can get into your intended game. Hopefully you can also brush up on the rules and Roll 20 and be as prepared as you can to set up your characters and play the game. I wish you both the best.
