Hello there, Allow me to give you some advice. I see you did not have the best experience during games, be it your fault or the group chemistry it does not matter in the future games you are going to join. Bad rolls are never a problem in any game so whoever told you that most probably did not want to hurt your feelings, while hiding whatever other problem that you might have had. The "being too loud" part largely depends on whether you roleplayed a lot or spoke out of turn, if the latter then you need to adjust your etiquette. Loudness in itself is not a problem when everyone in the group is on the same wavelength, but generally not everyone likes it. In order to have better chances of finding groups that will not kick you you need to lay out your cards in front of the DM and let them judge whether you match their expectations. Head over to the LFG tool and start applying to games that fit your time zone. While doing so check the requirements for that game and make sure that the group you are applying is accepting of your behaviors. On your application include the exact reasons why YOU think you were kicked from an objective point of view so they have an idea who you are (Do not absolutely under any circumstances lie during this step, you will just end up kicked again). It will take many tries but you will eventually find a group if you follow what I said. If you wish to increase your chances of finding a game you might need to improve your etiquette. You can find great videos about how to be a great player over here <a href="https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsHhMRkG9uA" rel="nofollow">https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsHhMRkG9uA</a>... Good luck.