Heya, I'm a player, looking for a group to join. For the most part my current circles are mostly at a stagnant place, so I'm looking for a new group to join. Some notes : I tend to be an oddball character, I can play a straight edged Cleric, to a friendly paladin who's courage is the anchoring point in a dark setting. But I prefer to play characters that are a little more complex, or dealing with an inner struggle. Such as a Kobold who wishes to earn title as a brave knight from old tomes he's read. Or a concept I kind of wish to play with, it's a little bit of an odd one; An Illithid character (I've run across some neat homebrew that's thankfully not stronger than the yuanti official race) Who finds himself dreaming of a heroic adventure after having consumed the mind of an adventurer in his community. The ideas and concepts of what is Good gleamed by him. the idea of what it could be to be a hero slipped into his mind. He leaves his home and commune secretly, in search of a group of adventurers close or on the surface. Aiming to join a adventuring party. He'd be either a suitable character for a 'grim heros' campgain, where their ideals aren't the best, their reasons muddy, but their hearts atleast seeking good, Or an standard campaign the character could be played in a 'Acts for a noble cause, does things thinking that they would be the best for the party' Kind of hero. Such as being the evil character who interrogates for the party, then when failing to fully interrogates decides once it's at the point that there's no further, to try to devour the mind of the person he's interrogating to gleam the faintest of memories from it. The character in this state would be not wholy evil, but for the most part he'd be acting in good faith that his actions are to the benifit of the party. Generally want to play a character that's brief experiences with what good is, from the mind of a particularily righteous hero or paladin has lead him to wish to see if the feelings he got from the mind, he could experience as well. The character starts and would likely maintain a 'chasing this experience of good' So he'd default be looking to do good actions and be considered a hero, even if he knows he should do best to stay in the shadows.