I don't know what system it is which you would like to play, but I have posted an LFP for Numenera at the link I will include. We are all really laid back, and friendly. One of my current players didn't talk for the first handful of sessions, and now he enjoys every minute of play, talking all the while. No need for you to be a rule or lore expert because I can help with whatever you need. I would also be willing to do some one on one plays with you to get you familiar with how the game and general role playing works. Don't worry about all the books right off because I believe that the original core book is out on the web for free pdf download somewhere. If you are interested in the Numenera game check the link. As a side bar if it is 5e which you fancy. I have done a lot of DMing for it as well. I can run you through some one on one stuff there if you would like. Just a basic tutorial and hands on to get you ready for an actual game. However, I wont be running an actual 5e game for a while, so it would just be a set of prep sessions for you. <a href="https://app.roll20.net/forum/post/7203119/lfp-free-numenera-looking-for-an-additional-player-thursdays-9pm-gmt-7" rel="nofollow">https://app.roll20.net/forum/post/7203119/lfp-free-numenera-looking-for-an-additional-player-thursdays-9pm-gmt-7</a>