[LFG] 5e Looking for someone who understands my ADHD

well one downside to me is that i have Difficulty following and maintaining conversations, choice paralysis, financial problems, anxiety, and am also quite the silent player (mostly due to me not thinking of what to say) but im looking for any kind of game honestly and some that (of course) has a DM that understands my ADHD and how it affects me. although im mostly looking for one where character backstories come in to play

How do you feel about trying async play by post style? Also how attached are you to 5e? I've been curious about trying a more longish forum post style game of one of the diceless systems (chuubos or nobilis maybe) and in my limited experience with async play, I've found it seems to help mitigate some of my adhd related communication difficulties (while excaserbating others )

Oh my sweet gifted friend, When the world is upside down, that which is defiled seems ordinary, and that which is genuine appears flawed. The world of men forsakes you for spite's sake, for they can see that you are their better, and they fear your power. Oh mad one, see what they see, and rejoice. Come. Let me show you a vision of the world disinverted, through the power of D&D.