Every step pushed the Troll towards a most welcomed reprieve. Each inch she covered was one towards potential
salvation and away from certain damnation. The unusual quiet of the barge announced its spurious demise. Memories
of recent months danced as broken fragments of shattered glass that all perfectly linked like a puzzle made of
grainy television displays. Her mind spasmed with predictable regularity as determined attempts tried to clean
the drug induced hazy red filter that covered every single image.
The frenzied cheering of the crowd bounced around her scantily contemplative mind. The assembly roared at the
sickening sounds and gruesome visuals of a limb being torn. Bones snapped, blood vessels popped like overextended
rubber bands, muscles twisted and tore as if they were organic paper filled with liters of life blood. A particular
display remained vivid in her subconscious. A ruptured leg was transformed into a substitute bat as she beat her
opponent's face into a canvased bloody paste.
That brutal demonstration granted her the usual rewards: Manipulated emotions fueled by injected stimulants and
adrenaline, and another day of life secured. Her innate eyes returned her to reality. The vibrant lights that once
littered the barge were now broken, pieces scattered over the corpse ridden ground. Walls previously strewn with
plastered fliers for brawling events, betting and related entertainment had been ripped and crumpled, hanging to the
steel like decrepit bandages. Underneath were beehives of bullet holes and lashings of scratches and punctures.
The barge was wounded and bleeding to death.
The stillness sharpened her otherwise naturally potent hearing. There was a conversation rolling on the walls of the
now gigantic antechamber of the crippled barge. The direction seemed to ooze from the arena: "The Coliseum" was the
romantic description the announcer constantly peddled to its greedy gamblers and perverse audience. A desperate
pounding and frantic shouts clawed at her sensitive hearing.
She ignored them both.
This forsaken barge was dead, and any remaining parasites still sucking from its sagging teat could die with it.
She reflexively shielded her eyes as she ascended the stairs to the upper deck. The Troll could feel her body sloped
to one side, a reminder that part of the rusting barge was already underwater. Her thermographic vision faded, the
dedicated muscles relaxing as her normal perception returned. A laughable hereditary defect caused the scene before
her to be blurred, but years had taught her how to determine the melding shapes.
The left-over carnage denied her a smooth escape. The bridge was a crumbled wreck and all of the lifeboats were gone.
Frequent shadows skimming and diving below the surface of the ocean declared their purpose. The wretched stench and
leaking blood had rung a dinner bell. Nature's predators had come to feast on the rotting corpse. She could hear the
wine of innumerable seagulls as they hovered above like vultures. As soon as death took her, they'd fill their
bellies with her stacks of meat and tender flesh.
Irritation faintly registered throughout her body. The constant artificial stimulation from the drugs had
over-saturated her natural processes, leaving her emotions in a temporary lukewarm state. A massive hand lifted and
she wrenched at the collar on her neck, wanting nothing more than to tear it off and hurl it towards the circling
aquatic predators.
Her teeth gnash as she winces in pain. Forcefully trying to remove the collar wasn't going to work. Its empty
hypodermic needles and locks were embedded into her flesh. A more delicate removal was necessary. Balancing her
footing once again her breathing became more frequent. She knew, without even thinking what her choices were.
Option one was to sit here and die from starvation, joining the buffet of corpses for the frenzied feast that was
sure to occur. The next was to dive into the waters rich with what could only be sharks and risk being eaten alive.
Yet another alternative was to locate those previously ignored voices.
All angered her. She knew that months of being pumped full of a chemical cocktail would have disastrous side-effects.
While never an addict herself, clear memories surfaced of the drug runs she did for the gang. She saw the sunken,
desperate eyes of the clients. She remembered their pale, shivering skin and twitching blue lips. Even if she didn't
feel it now, she was certain that withdrawal would demand the narcotics with the promise of constant and unbearable
suffering.
Her collar was a damnable leash even when its owners were no doubt decaying chunks of meat sating the appetites of
diseased vermin.
Feeling the warmth of the sun against her mocha skin she stared up towards the sky. There was no easy answer.
There never was.
She ground her teeth and walked to the edge of the barge, pushing past the railing and staring down at the sharks,
considering her chances.