Mahewa, I'm sorry for your loss, and I hope you can get everything back in order soon enough. I know how much that kind of thing can hurt. Stay strong, my friend, and we shall be strong for you. You shall be avenged! We shall draw strengths from the might of the glowing forests, to the shadiest masterminds, to the eldritch forces we call upon for kicks! You shall be embraced by Chan, and your spirit shall guide us towards our destiny until our destinies run on unto the edge of the planes! And we shall roam and dash even further for your cause! We shall brace against the howling spirit of the Devourerer to bring light unto the world! We shall make greatness from tragedy! And we will have our kicks! ONWARDS, WITH THE WIND! FOR THE WIND IS FOREVER WITH US! Seriously though, I hope everything gets sorted out. I'm sure it'll work out well in the end. It gets better, trust me. Even if you're not religious, they'll always be somewhere with you. It's both a blessing and a curse. They amplify you. Your emotions. your anger, your sadness, and your strength. Put forth strength, and it will be carried by your loved one's memory. That is my advice. It's been a great ride man. It's a shame to have to move on without you. -Thunder