♥.:*¨¨*:.♥.:*¨¨*:.♥.:*¨¨*:.♥ Day 6 Do you know what it is like to walk a fine line between races? You are neither Fey enough, nor are you Eladrin enough for either to accept you. That is the reality of a half-breed. I never dreamed it would stunt my development as a fey. Mentor Elidyr was right. Is it possible that I felt I had not the right to touch the untapped magical potential of the fey because of my divided heritage? Is it possible that I hadn’t been aware of these innermost subconscious criticisms of myself? Elidyr seems to hold far more faith in me than I have in myself. I thank him sincerely for his faith and guidance. Were it not for his uncanny insight and tutelage, I might still be fumbling about grasping too firmly for fey connections that would continue to slip through my fingers. …But now I am not fumbling any longer. I realise that the Feywild is as much a part of me as I am a part of the Feywild. I understand that now more than ever and I have him to thank for it. I must succeed, if for no other reason than to repay him for his kindness and guidance. Once that is done? Well, I guess my job will be done then. “Would you two get a room?” That is what Rhythm said to Faelon and I before she was ripped asunder by displacer beasts today, I meant to ask her what she was saying. I suppose I’ll never know now. Velverin seemed particularly upset about her death. “I don’t care about the Feywild” those words still have a deafening ring in my ears. What a curious statement to make not only before a Knight of the Summer Court but before her mentor as well. Here, I had given much effort to care for and empathise with those mortal concerns around me. After today, what’s the point? Why should I try? Perhaps Elidyr is right, perhaps I’ve distracted myself a little too much recently with mortal concerns. I think that will have to change. I’m not certain I fancy the idea of receiving healing from a Drow any longer. …Even if it should mean death. At least Borgen seems to be a reasonable fellow, I think he misses the sea. Perhaps I can assuage his longing with intricate Fey art of the sea as a tattoo to carry with him indefinitely. ~ Drev'nae the Clinquant ♥.:*¨¨*:.♥.:*¨¨*:.♥.:*¨¨*:.♥
