Ah hae failed in mah duty. ben nae one’s faut but mah ain. Ah was supposed tae uphauld th' law, an' protect th' weak. ben mah joorneys, Ah hae killed humans, th' undeid, an' supernatural forces. Ah did sae withit proper trials, withit investigations, withit evidence. Ah lit th' eager, adrenaline-fueled friends Ah foond guide me. Ah lit them dictate mah actions. worst ay aw, Ah tint mah inner compass. Ah lit th' ideologies ay mah companions overrule mah upholdin' ay th' laws. i’ve ne'er bin a body tae lit unjoost laws gonnae-no me frae upholdin' th' most basic ay sentient beings’ rights. but whit happens when a law upholds their rights, morals, an' still Ah feel myself willingly oan th' sam side as a body fa floots it? Ah don’t completely disagree wi' 'er actions. 'at is when Ah kent Ah hud tae lae. fur months Ah hae bin tryin' tae keep th' peace while still bein' a judge. time an' time again Ah hae foond myself in th' position tae flit law tae help mah personal ties. fur weeks Ah hae barely stopped myself frae tearin' intae mah friends an' innocents. i main fin' mah way back, an' fin' mah body. bob loblaw will ken hoo tae return me. i jist hiner 'at Ah will be able tae reach heem. Ah hae tae cross CS territory, an' Ah left th' law book wi' Turag. Ah hiner he knows tae return it tae th' judges when he’s able. Translation: I h ave failed in my duty. Through no one’s fault but my own. I was supposed to uphold the law, and protect the weak. Through my journeys, I have killed humans, the undead, and supernatural forces. I did so without proper trials, without investigations, without evidence. I let the eager, adrenaline-fueled friends I found guide me. I let them dictate my actions. Worst of all, I lost my inner compass. I let the ideologies of my companions overrule my upholding of the laws. I’ve never been one to let unjust laws stop me from upholding the most basic of sentient beings’ rights. But what happens when a law upholds their rights, morals, and still I feel myself willingly on the same side as one who flouts it? I don’t completely disagree with her actions. That is when I knew I had to leave. For months I have been trying to keep the peace while still being a Judge. Time and time again I have found myself in the position to flout law to help my personal ties. For weeks I have barely stopped myself from tearing into my friends and innocents. I must find my way back, and find my body. Bob Loblaw will know how to return me. I just hope that I will be able to reach him. I have to cross CS territory, and I left the Law Book with Turag. I hope he knows to return it to the Judges when he’s able.
