You Can Think You're In Love When You're Really Just In Pain 9/1/109 Mother, I used to love Fall, but somehow I think September will forever make me sad now- Keegan is gone... I now know what I should have seen all this time, but it seems that I was more blind than Sister Rebecca. Keegan had been telling us we were on the wrong path for months now, long before that ill-fated trip to Canada. We had a Judge in our group, yet the last time he made a judgement was in the fake El Dorado! Sure, we have done some good since, but too often we shot and killed first, and asked questions of the dead. We have tortured and killed indiscriminately! We have been driven by fear, not by logic or morality. Even I have lost my hesitancy to act at times! Keegan becoming a red cap goblin is a symbol of how corrupted we have become. He gave me his book of law to hold, but I am not worthy. I will give it to Sister Rebecca, and hope that Apollo can steer her, and our group, in a more moral direction. I have hope again, for the first time in a while, for my eyes are open again- I just hope that it is not too late. Love, Turag Author note- I will be adding a video that relates to most logs. This one is from Ashe. Moral of the Story
