i am a mess, Autism, Clinical depression, Attention deficit disorder, short term memory deficiency, social anxiety, i don't have any local friends anymore and have really missed playing table top rpgs, having me in your group would likely require some patience. i have some experiance as a DM enough to know i am truely atrocious at it, started playing when i was 15 and have played 1 campaign of 4e, 2 of gurps, 2 of pathfinder 1e and a LOT of 3.5