Hello all! I'm a 30M with 9 years of experience playing 5E. Most of my time has been as a player in one-offs, short, and long campaigns. I've also DM'd one-offs and short campaigns. I would like to experience a more hardcore game at this point. Something that not only adds extra gore, mutilation, etc., but also adds sex, nudity, and eroticism without the typical fade to black. I know that this specific desire for "realism" in a TTRPG is a major ask, but I also know that there are DMs and players out there who desire this as well. As for characters, I don't have anything premade and am very flexible with making a character that fits well mechanically and socially with the party. As for desired setting, I much prefer classic D&D fantasy settings, be that homebrewed or official, though I am willing to make exceptions depending on certain settings in homebrew or official from third parties. I'm also wanting/willing to try Call of Cthulhu ruleset and settings, but I will admit that I have no experience with them, even though I have a great interest in the setting and game. If any of this sounds interesting to you as a DM or fellow player, I am happy to respond to comments and my DMs are always open. Thanks for your time, Fluffy.