♥.:*¨¨*:.♥.:*¨¨*:.♥.:*¨¨*:.♥ Day 4 Corallon help me... I never dreamed a day would arrive that I might have more in common with a dwarf than a kin of the Fey. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I was absolutely sure of myself when I first arrived in Chult. What it was I needed to do, where I needed to go. Yet I find that everything I thought I knew has been challenged. I thought all Drow were bound to their destructive and commonly evil tendencies and yet it was none other than a Drow who returned to me my purse of gold that had been pick-pocketed just moments earlier while my fellow kin of the Fey barely noticed I existed. Perhaps I have much more to learn than I initially thought... It isn't uncommon for Fey to indulge in certain substances and activities, though not commonly to the detriment of their own cognisance. That is a habit for simple minded mortals, not the Fey. Yet I was the one holding an extra bottle of wine for him. Have I been enabling his debilitated state? Am I enfeebling one of my own kin? I have much self-reflection to do. I need to spend more time understanding the people I am surrounded by. The dwarf Borgen commands a certain amount of respect. I believe he and I will spend much time shoulder-to-shoulder on the battle field in the near future. I should spend more time getting to know him and understand his idiosyncrasies in combat. I still do not know what to make of Velverin. He disappears often and goes ... I know not where. But he always returns and seems to see those subtle things humans do that no one else catches. It reminds me of a hawk preying on a vast field of mice. They see the mice from miles away before the mouse ever realises the hawk is there and by then? It is too late. There is something both reassuring and unsettling about it. On one hand, I feel a fleeting sense of security in knowing someone with such talents is an ally. And yet I am uneasy when he vanishes without word, how should I know if or when he returns? How do I know that I am not one of those field mice that the hawk is watching? Am I inviting trouble? We visited the Temple of Sune, it was quite lovely. It reminded me much of the Feywild, but why was there not a more private bathing area!? I am a virtuous Knight of the Summer Court! ... How was I not able to sneak out unnoticed? I do not think I can look Faelon in the eye any more. I think it would be a good idea if I stayed somewhere else tonight. Faelon looks as though he is about to pass out, I will wait until then and carry him to his room so Borgen and Velverin do not have to worry about him. They can focus on enjoying their meals and drinks, they deserve an evening of relaxation. Once Faelon is sorted and safe in his room, I'll head out to Kaya's House of Repose and stay there for the night. I need to speak to Otamu in the morning... ~ Drev'nae the Clinquant ♥.:*¨¨*:.♥.:*¨¨*:.♥.:*¨¨*:.♥
