(sorry about the title still very new to even roll 20 and 1st post here). In truth i doubt anyone would want me as what is still a new player and how i must seem terrible for being thrown out suddenly, though it was just 1 guy forcing his views on the others and he had been with the group longer than me. I'm really upset by it as it was sudden for me and shocked me since i always talked to to DM about how to improve myself, following everything he said. I put so much energy in that i even calculated the journey my character woudlve taken from Aundair to Sharn (9 days 21 hours) using various modes of travel. After every session i would read up about my class and spells, making notes both in session when i wasnt involved in the scene and outside so that i wouldnt slow anyone down in combat because i fully understood my abilities. Several times the DM said how much he loved my backstory i put in a lot of effort for and loved my unique ideas when playing. He especially loved how i captured my characters positive traits but also his flaws to fairly balance and reflect him. Yet with no specific reason why, he kicked me, so im left to assume that the 1 guy who really didnt like me (even after i had spent the entire session specifically complimenting him, being understanding to him and even apologised to something my character did when they first met). In the end the guy in the last session, didnt discuss a plan to follow a dangerous thought-dead suspect, threw away the element of surprise, called him by his real name (he was disguised as a woman), assaulted and grappled (failed) the woman in public and after i miraculously survived a guiding bolt, cheek being bitten off and being banished as my character stared at him for help (20mins of silence in which he said he was thinking); he simply went into his Shifter form and ran leaving me for dead (would've if i didnt have an ace up my sleeve). Oh and the party all blamed me for splitting the party even tho the DM sent me a vague sending message to go somewhere now and told me to bring 1 when the other 2 in the party were already busy, the DM didnt defend me. tl;dr I am a passionate British 22yr old who has only played Eberron setting and would love to actually use my character i only recently finished making to explore a world i spent all my time learning and enjoyed fully doing so. I understand most won't ever see this or care, tho if someone amazingly does thank you for that at least. I hope i can continue playing this game that i've only just started as it was the only highlight in my week. <3
