The guilt in her gut turns into something else. Anger. Fury. Frustration. She had tried. She'd been honest with Thezra, and to be automatically written off as false and untrustworthy....it enraged her. She can feel heat rising in her chest, her eyes burning with anger. "You know what?" Katrin says, her voice quiet and deadly. "I'm not doing this. I'm not going to just stand here and take this bullshit." Her voice begins growing in intensity and volume. "You all stand there with your self-righteous pride and honor and judgement, but you don't take the time to try. To try to understand. To ask. You want to know why I support Ascian? Because he needs help. Because he has a brother, family, that he is trying to save. Maybe you don't understand that. But I do. I have a family. A family that was betrayed, and exiled. A family that is teetering on the edge of war. I might lose my sister. My brothers. My mother and father. And I will not stand here and listen to this BULLSHIT!" She barely pauses for a breath. "Quite honestly, I didn't like Thrandimir when I met him. And sometimes, I want to punch him in the face." She looks at the wizard. "And I think wanting to use Ascian as bait is foolish and a downright shitty thing to do. He's been used enough. And I've had enough." Katrin looks down at her fists. Her hands are shaking, her injured hand throbbing, sending waves of pain shooting up her arm. She takes a deep, shaking breath, then looks up, directly at Thezra. "You told me to stop hiding my fire. Well. There it is. And if you don't like it, that's not my problem." She presses her lips together, closing her eyes against the burning tears that threaten to spill over. All her frustration, all her rage. Has led to this moment. She opens them again, her face stony, and a single tear drips down her cheek. "And I'll tell you something else. I lied. I was going to plant something in the King's mansion. Presumably to spy on him. But that fell through, because of those two over there. And I'm angry about it. But there's nothing I can do about it anymore. So. There it is. I have nothing left to hide."