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LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled Zenon embraced Ambrosia as she did him. He was grateful he had been given more time with Ambrosia by the gods. How he would repay them he had yet to resolve. “I remember battling, had someone healed me?” Zenon took a deep breath and answered her. “Yes. You fell in battle. We found a priest who was able to bring you back with a large diamond that Yuni carried.” He would let her absorb that and see if she desired any more clarification at this time. “Even this?” Zenon sighed. “I’m not happy about the new look either.” Ambrosia asked about Zenon’s health but he assured her that he was OK. “My body is perfectly fine, but if you want to check me out I won’t hold it against you,” Zenon said with a wink.
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled Kane's desire to move further away from the pair was not noticed by the fellow fighter, which was perhaps excusable when it was considered what she had just been told. Zenon was honest as he answered Amnrosia's question, causing her already big eyes to open wider before they fell into a little frown. "I died... Hm." The serious woman thought on that a moment, clearly intent on remaining calm - silently counting her breaths as she thought on the matter. " We found a priest who was able to bring you back with a large diamond that Yuni carried.” Zenon explained, Ambrosia looking thoughtful; her dark lips pressed together slightly so her expression became harder to make assumptions out of. Finally she would respond "Sorry. I did not want to cause any more trouble." She stated, looking about for any of the others who were already there but giving up on speaking to anyone else for the moment, she would have to address her lack of ability to the troupe later; a talk which she would not be looking toward. But she went on, "I realise, you must not have been in a good state, while I was dead." She put things so bluntly! But Ambrosia had good intent, whether that came through or not while she had her arms slumped about the paladin in question however, would be up to Zenon, Ambri still rather angry with the fact that the order had cut his hair!   But Zenon assured he was not pleased with the change either, Ambrosia looking rather irritated right up until being told that Zenon was healthy. The fighter gave a sigh of relief, thinking she should probably look over Zenon anyway and thinking over what the Order of the Hallowed Future had done to her betrothed in the time they were apart. So it was like he had read her mind when winking suggestively "I f you want to check me out I won’t hold it against you,” He said and Ambri smiled audaciously, "Perhaps a massage then?" she suggested but would not have the chance to speak further on the matter, the coughing she'd been hoping to keep at bay coming forth with full force.  She had the sense and the experience to not cough into her hands but the inside of her arm instead, the soldier having always needed her hands to be clean no matter what state she was in, as Ambrosia made sure not to be too close to Zenon. Now there were dark stains on the sleeve of the fancy attire she'd been placed in, the clothes she had received from the Ir'Torgarn household. What business had she in a dress in any case? Now the clothes she didn't feel really belonged with her were ruined, and as the troubled lady reached for her leather ring to count the knots, it was not on her finger.  Ambrosia looked troubled as she said "I must get to my gear." and moved to try and rise up, spotting her pack in the corner and hoping to move to it. Shee wanted to write this cough in her book, perhaps the fact that she had died also. 
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled, Kane, Lorzub, Monroe - reincarnated (asleep) The door to the boathouse opened. Lorzub entered, carrying a sack over his shoulder. He strained with the weight, struggling to find a place to set it, but settled for the floor in the end. He looked at his companions "Greetings, I bring you Monroe, or at least he will be Monroe when he awakes. I couldn't stay in the vicinity of Gatekeeper Yambul any longer, I think he's full of shit."
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled Zenon furrows his eyebrows when Ambrosia apologizes for causing trouble. “I don’t know how you could say that. I was the one who fought on the wrong side of that battle; if anyone should say sorry it’s me. Besides, as part of this group we do everything we can to keep each other alive. We had one diamond that could be used to bring back Monroe or yourself and the party agreed to use it on you.” “I realize, you must not have been in a good state, while I was dead.” Zenon sighed heavily. “When I regained my freedom from Yuni I had a lot of things to process—things I still am processing. I did…a lot of bad things when she was controlling me.” Zenon breaks eye contact and looks down at the floor. “I don’t know how I’ll make up for all the evil acts I have performed.” Zenon fidgets uncomfortably and takes out Ambrosia’s leather ring he was holding for her. He looks at Ambrosia in the eyes, holds out the ring to her and says with conviction: “I am not the man you agreed to marry. I have committed acts of cruelty, dishonored myself, and carry the burden of the guilt and shame of my actions. If you want to break our engagement I understand.” “Perhaps a massage then?” As Ambrosia coughed, Zenon tried to hold her steady. He used some of his Lay on Hands to see if that would give her any comfort. “The massage can wait. You need to rest.” As Ambrosia went to get her gear, the paladin says to her, “We have some hours before we set off. I suggest you relax and recover in comfort because we have a difficult journey ahead.”
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LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO:  Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled. She was steadied and felt the familiar wave of healing magic which she'd always been just a little envious of, appreciated the effort, but with a small shake of her head hoped to gently inform Zenon that it would be of no use. When she was next able to look up it was at the sight of her leather ring, her gaze softening at the sight of the simple thing that anyone else might have thought was just scraps off of armour.  Delicately, Ambrosia reached out for it to hold the leather ring once again. "When I regained by freedom from Yuni, I had a lot of things to process-" Zenon began saying, his betrothed still looking at the hardy little strip of leather she had once been wearing. "I did... A lot of bad things when she was controlling me. I don't know how I'll make up for all the evil acts I have performed" Ambrosia turned her sorrowful eyes on Zenon, listening to the soldier that she'd known as he carried on with what was a far more familiar tone, the man speaking on with a thorough conviction "I am not the man you agreed to marry" he honestly stated "I have dishonoured myself and carry the burden of guilt and shame for my actions. If you want to break our engagement I understand." ... She didn't answer him right away, Ambrosia rarely did. The woman contemplated what Zenon had said as she looked over the braided leather ring, the leather chaffed and corroded on the one side from where dark droplets of a corruption, that they did not understand, had eaten away at it. "Do you, remember where I got this?" She asked finally, her large dark eyes pointed at Zenon as a smile threatened to form at the corner of her mouth.  She had worn her ring after having to leave the life she had a passion for, after being captured, through all the years where she had been forced to work. "Had this been gold or silver, I have no doubt it would be gone now, but this ring was once a leather strap on your armour." Ambri grinned. "It was a silly thing to do: I'd given you my sword, and when you teased that it was just an old weapon and pointed out where some of the leather binding was missing from the hilt; I produced a ring of braided leather. You wore that ring, and insisted on returning one to me also, though rather than taking leather from the hilt of a sword you decided to cut the tail-end of a strap from your armour. I still have nightmares of how uneven the two sides of your armour looked after that! And I always felt guilty for being the cause of it, but at the same time I admit I had pride for it." Now she smiled, the serious woman wearing an expression on her features which she normally kept hidden "I was overjoyed when I was told you felt for me what I do for you, now as much as ever, and I jump at the opportunity to be forever tied with you; a person who I have so much respect and care for." She continued smiling, a expression which gave the most often stoic young woman a charming light which she most usually kept stifling. "I wore this, all through the time we were separated." she promised, a slight paleness on the ring finger of her left hand proof of this "But after so long, I started causing it damage, so I put it in the vial in the hopes to preserve it." Ambrosia sighed, and at that would return the ring to the little vial provided that Zenon still carried it. She would put her hand on Zenon's dark bracer, look the oath-breaker paladin in the eyes as she in turn spoke seriously "I know you are the same man still, already you are being harsh with yourself, proof that you think in the same way. And you don't see yourself clearly, just as always. Tell me, what were your oaths?" Of course Ambrosia knew what they were, had asked Zenon what they were before the two were even a couple and discussed them with him on more than one occasion. But it was a point of getting Zenon to think on his original oaths.
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LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled.  Zenon thinks back to that day in Rekkenwood. With zombies and ghouls surrounding his beleaguered unit Zenon offered a prayer to Dol Arrah and she answered him by driving away the undead in fear. The oathbreaker remembers the faces of those men he saved that day. The fear they felt as death closed in on them, and their relief when Dol Arrah let her compassion show through Zenon. The next day at noon Zenon recited his Oath, as he recited it now before Ambrosia. “I swear to keep the faith of Dol Arrah and the Sovereign Host in my heart. To stand tall in deeds and virtues. To speak no falsehood even if it leads to hardship. To fight for peace when possible, for my liege when asked, and for the benefit of all good folk when needed. To be brave in the face of my enemies, and let my courage inspire others. To safeguard the peaceful from the violence of aggressors, and to punish those who would endanger order for their own ends. To be fair in all matters, and offer compassion to vanquished foes. To confront evil when it manifests itself before me. And to be a light of righteousness in the world.” By the time he finished, the Oathbreaker was sobbing again. ‘ Oh, how far I have fallen’, he thought. More than anything, Zenon wanted to become the man he used to be, but he could not see how that was possible.
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LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled, Kane, Lorzub, Monroe - reincarnated (asleep) Ambrosia would remain and speak to Zenon over his oaths at length, hope that simple words might be enough to ease the complicated burden that Zenon had taken on for all Ambrosia had to offer in her poverty, were her words.  She would not leave her Paldin's side until she felt some form of resolution was to be had or else, there was no more damage that she could possibly cause to the one who earned her whole heart.  Only when Zenon was settled in one form or another would Ambrosia have adressed the burden that Lorzub had dropped onto the floor!  "Greetings, I bring you Monroe, or at least he will be Monroe when he awakes." The gatekeeper said and Ambrosia wore a look of disbelief on her face, the woman he had carried in very clearly not the Monroe Ambrosia remembered. She shook the look of shock off of her face and ran one hand across her features, before once more attempting to rise up stating "I have work to do..." Moving over to Lorzub, shakily, Lorzub might have been surprised to find the soldier wearing a dress for the first time since the two had met, Ambri's brown hair left loose for a change as she wore the fancy clothes that had been given to her by the patriarch ir'Torgarn, she knelt beside the odd-looking female he'd brought in. " I couldn't stay in the vicinity of Gatekeeper Yambul any longer, I think he's full of shit."  Lorzub said and Ambri turned to him, looking down at a female with white hair and grey skin that was certainly  not Monroe.  "Erm. Lorzub," She began "Where exactly did you find this woman?" Did the gatekeeper have a spell cast on him? Was he sick. Ambri first checked the pulse of the downed female to ensure that she was, in fact, stable; Then Ambrosia checked Lorzub's too if he would let her. Looking him up and down: "Change of look?" asked the dress-clad Ambri "I thought your Gatekeeper vestments suited you in truth." she told him, trying to figure out what by the six was going on. 
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LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled, Kane, Lorzub, Monroe - reincarnated (asleep), Amari Amari ducked into the boathouse, his tall form bent slightly to clear the door frame. The faded symbol of the constellation Bahamut shone dully despite the dim light. Bracing himself against a support, he called out to Lorzub. "Well I rather like Yambul. I'd trust him with anything, Lorzub. It's a shame that I missed the meeting, but I had a pot roast cooking. You'll have to read me the minutes. Things must be bad for you to call me out of retirement." He sighed deeply, and scratched the back of his neck. "Hmm, was Monroe always a changeling? Never knew him well, but seemed to be a solid man." He pushed himself off the beam and made his way to Zenon, reaching out to place a hand on his shoulder. "Ah, and you must be Kane's brother. Nice to meet you champ." Looking over the top of him, he winked at Ambrosia. "Don't tell me you got Kane all upset over a girl? Damn kids are always surprising me." He lets go and takes a heavy seat on top of a crate, crossing his arms and leaning back. "And where's that Unia at? Did you turn her in to the Paladins or something?" 
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LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled, Kane, Lorzub, Monroe - reincarnated (asleep) Lorzub took a step away from Ambrosia in mock surprise "You don't like my outfit?" He spun in place "I figured it would make you happy I wasn't so blatantly searching for blood. As for your attire." Lorzub smiled "I cannot say it suits you at all" . He lost his playfulness "I'm glad you're back. I'm sorry you fell, and I will work to prevent it in the future. Please forgive me." Lorzub waited a moment then motioned to the new Monroe "This is in fact Monroe. His form is different, but it is all him." As Amari entered, Lorzub turned towards the familiar voice, threw up has hands and shouted "Amari!" His voice returned to a conversational volume "The minutes of the meeting, Yambul is going to hide in a hole doing nothing, but bitch about everyone else's motives. The end." Lorzub shrugged "He brought Monroe back, so he gets credit for that." Lorzub addressed the whole group  "I have to run a quick errand, I'll be right back and then we need to discuss a plan."
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled, Kane, Lorzub, Monroe - reincarnated (asleep), Amari He nodded in agreement to Lorzub. "That sounds like Yambul alright! He was never one to take the initiative." He gave out a hearty laugh.
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled, Kane, Lorzub, Monroe - reincarnated (asleep) Just as Ambrosia had reached out to check Lorzub's pulse, finding it to be within the normal range for his race, the druid then pulled away with an unusually cheerful demeanour about him: It did nothing to convince Ambrosia that he was in a healthy state of mind as the intimidating half orc, did something which resembled to Ambrosia a pirouette....  "I figured it would make you happy I wasn't so blatantly searching for blood."  He said, to which the soldier gave as usual, her honest reply. "Though I am aware wearing your nation's colours can cause you trouble, I was happy to see you don your vestments. Forgive me if I speak out of term, but I believed it was a mark of pride. It's why I make no effort to hide my-"  Ambri reached for her shoulder where her insignia of rank usually was, the twisting symbol of her profession which she carried with great pride, but instead all she pressed her fingers against was a fancy and impractical sleeve.  Lorzub smiled as he commented  "I cannot say it suits you at all"  Ambrosia returning his benign judgement with a look of apology. She had rarely ever been forced to wear a dress after having enlisted to the Aundarian army and, besides; it was many a man who had told her a dress did not suit the fighter at all.  "I would be inclined to agree with you." Said Ambri before succumbing to another fit of coughs, more dark stains corroding away her right sleeve at the elbow. She pinched the sleeve which she wore and tried to tug it, finding that the shimmering fabric did not flex one bit and would likely be very inhibiting for wearing a shield with, Lorzub letting Am know that the female on the floor was  in fact Monroe in the same breath he asked her forgiveness.  Ambrosia would look back up at the Gatekeeper with a stern look on her tan features, instantly ready with her response "You have nothing to forgive!" A very serious answer "It was my own lack of control that yearned the unfavourable result, even a good leader could not have prevented my emotional response...." She paused, started stroking her left forearm, one, two, three, four . "Had I not rushed in, moved against the opponents we had before us strategically, I predict that the entire battle might have gone without casualty. It was only right that the only one dying was me." It was with great guilt that her words were spoken, a twinge of anger in her predominantly serious expression, Ambrosia stroking her forearm continually.  "It is good to hear that you would defend me in combat, as I would you, but please do not think of it as anything more than camaraderie as you owe me no debt whatsoever." Am would manage to say before a large lion-like individual walked into the boathouse, for a moment Ambrosia worrying that he may have been an enemy but the fellow spoke with a familiarity to the others, Ambrosia noticing that the one Lorzub greeted as "Amari" also bore a symbol identifying him as an ally of the Gatekeepers. Amari called Monroe a changeling, mistook Zenon for Kane's brother, then winked at Ambrosia which the woman very much did not appreciate.  "Don't tell me you got Kane all upset over a girl?"  Amari said and Ambrosia made no comment, feeling her words right then might be rude. Instead she would stay and listen to what Lorzub had to say, or wait and see if he was done with their discussion, before she would finally get the chance to go get to her pack. 
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled, Kane, Lorzub, Monroe - reincarnated (asleep), Amari Lorzub addressed the group "First, I have a pot boiling outside. It's not soup, don't eat it. Second, I have been tasked with acquiring an amulet from inside The Gatekeeper Library in The Deepwood. I have a specific problem with this, however." Lorzub paused a moment then continued "Gatekeeper Yambul seems very happy to have me bring this amulet back to them. Meanwhile, these Gatekeepers haven't made an effort to retrieve it themselves, which makes me question their motives and capabilities. I'm not certain returning the amulet to Yambul is a smart idea. He's had time and opportunity to do something, and chose to do nothing." Lorzub paused a moment "Additionally, it seems he may not have many more answers than us at the moment. We're searching for the magic used by THE DRAGON to seal the portals, not so much The Druids." Lorzub looked across to his companions "I seek your council. Do I follow Gatekeeper Yambul's orders and return The Amulet to him, or do we seek the answers ourselves?" Lorzub snapped his fingers "Almost forgot, ALL the cults are gathering together in partnership to unite with the Daelkyr, not just The Order of The Hallowed Future. So, cultists...yay."
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Underground base Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Gatekeeper Yambul, Fellow Gate keepers Yambul sighed as Lorzub stormed out of the chamber, It seems even my words can't reach him, this may be a problem going forward. With a look around to the other Gatekeepers rejoining him in the meeting hall a thought came to Yambul, Maybe then I shall have to show him what it truely means to be a Gatekeeper. Picking up the flagon and pouring himself another glass of mead Yambul's eyes passed from one Gatekeeper to the next scanning them all intently, "There is something I must do," his voice boomed out across the room, "Know that I have great faith in all of you, our goal is one that may not falter, and leading you this far has been a great honor. But now I must take action, an action that will hopfully shape the future of our order." With that Yambul slammed back his mead smashing the stone mug down on the table hard enough to shatter it, then with his massive great staff in hand he began to make his way out of the chamber turning back one last time, "THOSE WHO PROTECT." he bellowed to a chorus of returning chants. And with that Yambul made his way out into the daylight. 
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled, Kane, Lorzub, Monroe - reincarnated (asleep), Amari She was exhausted but as ever, the soldier proved to be in equal parts stubborn and hard-working. Ambrosia would insist on getting to her pack and getting to what she fully considered her responsibility and work, but as she coughed and opened her pack up... Ambrosia couldn't help but let loose a very sad sounding whimper. None of her things were where she'd left them... She looked more distraught than she had when her fiance said she'd died for a little bit, then began neatly removing everything she owned out of her pack. It was a time-consuming process as each item was placed on the ground, aligned , then placed back inside with the precise order Ambrosia thought they should be. Then she did the whole thing again. TWICE. Ambrosia kept her pack the way she kept her medical equipment; that is to say that even with her eyes closed the healer could reach into her bag and instantly find exactly what she wanted to grab. Ambrosia was not perturbed with the idea that her belongings had been gone through while she was dead, she would have done the same for any of her other allies had they fallen with the intention of delivering any personal effects back to their families, she had no idea that Zenon had looked through her book while she was gone from the world. But her bag was reorganised, finally, Ambri opening her plain-featureless book and tiredly sitting beside Zenon - provided he was still in the same room as the others. Ambrosia felt silly sitting in that formal dress, her loose hair falling about her dark features, but her armour was still not dry and so it would have to do for that time being. The soldier had cut a slit into her right sleeve and tore the expensive fabric so that the whole sleeve with the dark stains on it came off, Ambrosia now having a "rag" to cough into, feeling a little better about her compulsions as she was now less likely to infect everything and everyone. Zenon was immune to diseases, she knew, so would hopefully be safe from her anyhow; but there was no point taking chances. Just as the medic had been noting down her physical state after being resurrected as well as Monroe's, Lorzub broke off from his conversation and addressed the group.  "First, I have a pot boiling outside. It's not soup, don't eat it"  Ambrosia frowned at that, looked up at the taller Zenon from where she sat. What exactly is he boiling? " Second, I have been tasked with acquiring an amulet from inside The Gatekeeper Library in The Deepwood. I have a specific problem with this, however." Lorzub explained the quest he'd been assigned to and his hesitation in completing it in full, asking for his allies' council on the matter. Ambrosia did not think that her words would be any more or less enlightened than that of the others, believing all her allies to be extremely capable (with the exception of Amari who she simply did not know yet, and hoped would be just as good a friend as the others had become), however Lorzub had gone out of his way to request their advice, and so Ambrosia would think on the matter curiously before offering hers. "I would hazard the assumption that something with a title like "The Gatekeeper Library" would be a place of much knowledge, and one of great import only for the information that is housed by your order. I would not like to miss an opportunity to visit such a place, but you are being sent there rather than word being sent there in your stead, I imagine that this means that there is no one at the library who could simply deliver this amulet? Are there no residents or guards at the library Lorzub?" Ambrosia would wait for the gatekeeper to answer before she would continue, looking to the tall male named "Amari" for information also, since he had a gatekeeper's symbol on his attire. "Also, forgive me for being so forward but, what is this amulet's purpose?" Ambrosia kept her perfectly calm expression as serious as it usually was, the woman looking rather odd with her hair down and a dress on rather than her armour - Lorzub was right in saying that it did not suit her at all. She continued "Pending on the use of this amulet, your decision may be made easier. Is the amulet only worth gold? I would be surprised if that was all. Could it be magically enchanted? A weapon, is it a key for some other hidden place that Yambul has here." Ambrosia would pause, ensuring with herself that it would be wise to speak on her thoughts, considering them more carefully before she would share with Lorzub her inconsequential opinion. "To me it would seem as though both your considered paths follow the same route Gatekeeper. Whether you hope to complete Yambul's task, or intend to seek out the key to closing the Daelkyr portals without the help of your fellow Druids, the Gatekeeper Library is a place which should become our next destination."  With that Ambrosia sat quiet, listening to what the others might think if they disagreed (which she welcomed them to of course), or to what Lorzub might say as a response. Either way, Ambrosia did not in any way expect the rest of the combatants in her troupe to listen to her .
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled, Kane, Lorzub, Monroe - reincarnated (asleep), Amari Lorzub responded to Ambrosia "You are correct, or at least I assume you are correct. The Library is lost and abandoned. The amulet is called the Amulet of Vvaraack, named after the Great Dragon who taught The Gatekeepers our ways. I do not know specifically it's purpose, but I imagine there may be more information within The Library.  You make a valid point, Ambrosia.  If both alternatives lead to The Library, then we're probably heading that way anyhow.  If that's the case, I simply want this information to be known to everyone so you can think on it, but please feel free to speak now."
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia - resurrected, Zenon - unthralled. She watched the pain in Zenon as he relayed his oaths once more to Ambrosia, watched the ache come forth from the Oathbreaker who so desperately wanted to wield the favour of his goddess anew. It was with a hard-to-read expression that Ambrosia placed each of her hands on Zenon as he sobbed, the hands of a fighter and a fellow soldier cradling his cheeks with compassion.  "... And you still hold the faith of Dol Arrah in your heart." When she spoke her normally serious tone was softer, Ambrosia's voice quieter, for she spoke then with all the possible concentration on Zenon. "It is not a question, for I know what kind of man you are, and know as well as I do that a shield will deflect a sword that you could never banish the love you have for the Sovereign Host from your heart Zenon. You fight for peace now, peace not for one nation but for the population of our entire world, right along Lorzub and the others. You say like it is impossible that you shall be brave in the face of your enemies and yet your bravery and courage inspire me now, as you will not dare to give up on what you call your righteous path even when you have fallen so low that you cannot see your path any more." Ambrosia would still wear her complex features in a tan and hard to read expression, her hands with all those hammered rings of simple steel attempting to lift Zenon up a little, hoping he would be able to meet her gaze.  "You are, light, Zenon." Ambrosia would go on, conviction in her words, but would it be enough to lift Zenon up and forward? Ambrosia hoped so, all she had to offer him were words. "It is hard to see it, I know , but that is only because you have this brilliant torch you aspire to; It is hard to see how you are fair when you continue to be fair even in judgement of yourself, but would it not be a true form of darkness if you looked forward without even considering your actions while you were a thrall? No, it is BECAUSE  you are fair that you do not see your worth, because  you are righteous that you judge yourself so harshly now." Her words had become more passionate and it would trigger her obsessive compulsive nature if she went on, but Ambrosia was not thinking to quell her own emotions when she was so clearly the first line of defence when it came to the mental stability of her beloved, Zenon.  "It is because you speak in honesty that you feel you are a different man now, though I know only from the sorrow that you dare to feel that that is not true; The reason you were pushed  to commit such evil acts is because you would safeguard peace and punish those who would endanger order, those very people were the ones who were pulling your strings." She paused, her hands which were cupping Zenon's cheeks holding him warmly as her brown eyes never once wandered from his eyes "I know what manner of man you are, and I do not need to doubt because I am thoroughly aware of the fact that you will not give up and keep moving forward, finding a way to restore your holding with the god you hold dear to your heart even when you feel that things are bleak and broken. The only one question which remains, is when you will be able to move forward. Not if, when Zenon." In her tone she managed to sound both compelling and compassionate, fully believing her every word while at the same time hating  that words were her only weapons in this coming fight. 
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia She would have spoken with the others, waited to see what decisions would be made before getting up to search the boathouse, organised scrawl bleakly filling her featureless book.  It was likely not surprising that she was weary, barely able to carry her shield so soon after being resurrected. It was as mismatched on her as the standard rapier which hung on her waist, over the fancy ir'Torgarn dress, one whose right sleeve had been cut off above the elbow. Ambri did not seem to think too much on it however, having spoken to most of the others already and now appearing to be searching for her fellow fighter.  She thought this must be the last part of the boathouse that she had yet to examine, peaking over as she announced her presence by calmly calling out the name: "Kane?". She hoped she would find him, she hoped to speak to him now that she was alive  again. 
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia, Kane As Kane reflected on everything, his thoughts began to turn towards the Host. He thought of Zenon, so dedicated to Dol Arrah, now cast aside because of actions totally beyond his control. He thought of the followers across the lands who would be forsaken and devastated should the daelkyr invasion be anywhere near as bad as Lorzub has made it out to be. With the seemingly insurmountable shit that keeps piling up before them, Kane figured now was as good a time as any to try something different. Sovereign Host,  Kane thought to himself,  help us against these monsters in our world and coming out of these portals. Dol Arrah, give Zenon your blessing to help him do your work - he needs it now more than ever. Don't sit back and let the entire world go to shit, Host. The world could really use some extra light right now. As Kane continued to sit in silence and just try his best to process things, a familiar voice came from nearby. "Kane?"  the voice of Ambrosia came announcing her presence and getting his attention. He looked up, surprised since he had lost himself in thought, and his name being called back rapidly hauled him back into reality. "Oh, hi Ambrosia. Good to see you back on your feet. How are ya feelin'?"
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Ambrosia, Kane The woman's big eyes blinked, Kane's pleasant mood strange from the perspective of Ambrosia since the last thing she remembered, the two were on bad terms and fighting for their lives- as well as Zenons. It left her needing a moment to recover.  "Ah... Yes, back on my feet, sadly in attire that is not at all reasonable." She looked down at herself, displeased with the now ruined dress, her hair left loose for the time being. It looked rather silly with the sword and shield. Ah but she was there for a purpose! "Kane, I wanted to apologise." Ambri said both calmly and seriously, carrying herself as she usually did.  Interrupted by a cough, that particular fit nearly knocking her off her feet, but at least now she had the folded up ir'Torgarn dress sleeve to use as a handkerchief. Once the coughing subsided, and the soldier took a stilling breath, Ambri would explain herself simply with "I'm sorry I was dead. I will do my best to not let it happen again."
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Amari, Ambrosia, Asher, Kane, Lor'zub, Monroe, Zenon Zenon listened to Ambrosia’s words of comfort. He resisted looking into Ambrosia’s eyes but eventually relented to her persistence. The oathbreaker felt unworthy: unworthy of the friends in his group, of his fiancee’s affection, and of his divine gifts. Knowing that at least one person believed in him did help though. Zenon exhaled deeply and replied meekly, “Thank you for your words. I hope you’re right.” The oathbreaker set his jaw and stood up. With some measure of confidence he continued: “I gained the favor of Dol Arrah once. I suppose I just need to do it again. With you nearby me I am confident I can remember how it worked the first time. Please, continue to aid me on my path to redemption.” Zenon ruffled Ambrosia’s hair and tossed a bag of healing herbs he took from her pack to her with a smile. “I’m going to go check on the others. If you need any healing call for me.” Walking through the boathouse Zenon took notice of his reflection in the water. He saw a tall human with blue eyes and short blond hair wearing a bulky, jet black set of plate armor. His shield was sullied and the colors were faded but it still bore the symbol of Dol Arrah. The oathbreaker thought back to the dreams he had in the Blade Desert when he fought against a darker version of himself. He recognized that man looking back at him now in the water. For a brief moment the water rippled and he saw that the ebon armor was replaced with glimmering steel covered by a white tabard of the Sovereign host, and his shield was restored to its former luster. The oathbreaker blinked and he once again saw the dark warrior in the water. Was that brief glimpse a vision of the future, or a mirage that only contained his desires? ——————— Zenon observed quietly as Lor’zub returned with Monroe and as a giant Lionfolk walked in soon after. Apparently the party was acquainted with the warrior, and Zenon corrected him politely, “Kane’s cousin” . Lor’zub informed the group of where we would be next and solicited the party’s opinions. After Ambrosia spoke up Zenon would offer his opinion. “I met the General of Aundair’s military and was able to talk to him a few times after that. He had a saying of which he was fond. ‘In preparing for battle I have always found that plans are useless but planning is indispensable.’ I know nothing of Gatekeeper Yambul, but if he has wisdom to share I advise we hear him out. It will be at our discretion to follow his directions, but the knowledge he has may prove to be invaluable in our endeavors. Additionally, we are in a foreign land surrounded by enemies. Any allies we have we should use to our advantage.”
LOCATION: City of Zarash'ak, Boathouse Date/Time: 7th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Amari, Ambrosia, Asher, Kane, Lor'zub, Monroe, Zenon Lorzub listened to Zenon's response.  He nodded and covered his face with his hand, to hide any expression it may reveal to the Paladin.  When Zenon had finished, Lorzub pointed towards him with his free hand and mumbled "Well said" .   Has he gone soft in the head?   Lorzub wondered It must be the shock of current events.  I thought I made it pretty clear Yambul wasn't offering any information, probably didn't have any, oh well.
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LOCATION: The Gatekeeper Library/The Deepwood Date/Time:  9th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Amari, Ambrosia, Asher, Kane, Lor'zub, Monroe, Zenon Lorzub grew angry standing in the stairwell. "Damn that old fool, Urag". He growled through clenched teeth "he waits two thousand years to do something NOW?! Short sighted, he should have dealt with this." Lorzub looked at Amari and started counting on his fingers "Fine, let's figure this out. You were sent to us in Thaolist in what?" He thought for a moment "Mid Sypheros. We figured out what was happening in Valenar in mid Rhaan. That's a month. So, Urag sits around for a MONTH 'feeling it out'. Meanwhile WE know there's a problem and are looking for an answer. It takes us TWO MORE MONTHS to arrive in Zara'Shak! At which point Urag is all 'Oh yeah, you should go to The Library'. No shit! Urag Yambul the Wise sits on his ass for FOUR MONTHS, when he lives TWO DAYS from here." Lorzub throws his head back and yells at the ceiling "And that doesn't include the TWO THOUSAND YEARS he's known the magic was failing and DID NOTHING!". Lorzub grunted and moved down the stairs a bit, grumbling to himself "Old man lecture me...I'll give him...Patience my ass...".
LOCATION: The Gatekeeper Library/The Deepwood Date/Time: 14th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Amari, Ambrosia, Asher, Kane, Lor'zub, Monroe, Zenon Zenon was the first to go down the staircase after the Order of the Hallowed Future and Yambul arrived. He realized that the enemy had overwhelming numbers and the only choice was to retreat. As the others dallied Zenon yelled after them, “C’mon! Move it!” When the party was safely inside the library he spent some time to catch his breath and make sure everyone had made it. Zenon heard the angry diatribe of Lor’zub about Urag Yambul. The oathbreaker knew little of the leader of the Gatekeepers, his leadership style, and his interactions with Lor’zub. However, some thing deep down in the paladin became enraged. Zenon remembered all of the people who put themselves in the way of danger during the war so the other soldiers and he could fight another day. Zenon remembered how Monroe and Ambrosia recently sacrificed themselves in a bid to rescue him from Yuni. The oathbreaker announced to the party, “Everyone get ready. We start moving through this library in ten minutes.” He then approached Lor’zub privately. The oathbreaker cleared his throat to get the gatekeeper’s attention. “I know you don’t like Yambul. However I don’t want to hear you diminishing his sacrifice. He might die out there protecting us from the Order. You hurling insults at him while under his protection disrespects him and dishonors yourself. It’s beneath you. If he has fallen short in the past then let us strive harder now.” Zenon reaches out to put his hand on Lor’zub’s shoulder. “I know the Order has taken a lot from you, and the weight of current events is a heavy burden. We’ll get through this together.”
LOCATION: The Gatekeeper Library/The Deepwood Date/Time: 14th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Amari, Ambrosia, Asher, Kane, Lor'zub, Monroe, Zenon Asher quickly makes his way down the stairway following the others, almost tripping over his feet. Asher looks around to the rest of the goup trying to read their reactions. They have all been in some pretty bad situations but this one did seem pretty dire. For the first time Asher felt trapped. The small quarters of the library made him nervous, and the giants and army outside didn't help ease his stomach at all either. Asher takes a deep breathe before he speaks to the group. "I know I'm not the best with words or speeches, but you are all my family. We have been side by side for some time now and although the times might look very dire..." Asher shallows " there are no others I'd rather fight along side. "
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LOCATION : Deepwoos, north of The Crones' hut Date/Time : 7th of Zarantyr 910k, late - making camp for the night. WHO : Zenon, Ambrosia It was after the encounter with the “Crones”, powerful sisters who had existed for longer than even elves would fathom, the witches having revealed much to the overzealous party of adventurers. They had freely given valuable information, shedding light on the group’s quest and while Ambrosia had thought that that alone was more than enough aid from the suspicious women, but the crones had done more. Recently resurrected, Ambri learned of what the corruption she’d been bestowed with truly was, and had been offered a chance to be freed of it. Ambrosia thought on the events of that day as she sat beside her pack, the featureless book she recorded in not having been used in quite a while… The three Crones had done something to the soldier, and displeasurable though vomiting all that repugnant black slime had been; Ambri did feel better than she had since gaining Isadorn’s corruption… For a change Ambri had been able to lend a hand with the setup of camp, and with everything seeming settled for the night the soldier would wait until Zenon looked free of any other duties, looking up at him from where she sat as she nonchalantly asked the paladin “Do you still remember how to play dragonchess?” Zenon had suggested that it was probably not the time to be giving a massage, so the woman relented and suggested the game of strategy instead. Unrolling three sheets of chequered skins, the patterning perfectly symmetrical even by standards of dragonchess as Ambrosia had drawn these herself, while Zenon would notice that there was one extra playing piece that was beautifully carved compared to the others. It was possible Zenon would recognize it as Asher’s handywork, however Ambrosia would not address the extra piece and only leave it to the side, like it was looking over their boards. … “So we have learned, what had been causing my debilitating cough.” Ambrosia said plainly while it was her move, her brown eyes still on the board as the two had been playing for a little while. “I can’t say I’m glad, that would not be an accurate description of what I think on the mark of corruption; but it has helped me to think on what steps to take because of it.” At that Ambrosia would look up at her betrothed, wanting to see what he thought while she moved to defend a piece on the air board, her cleric who was being threatened to be immobilised by Zenon’s basilisk piece. An extremely good defensive move, but Zenon had usually been better at Dragonchess after he had gotten used to playing with Ambrosia; he had figured out the strategies that the medic worked. “I hope you do not think less of me…” Ambri said to him, eyes on the board as she scanned it for her next move, her index finger tapping on a corner square, four times. “I know you must have wanted me to take the offer of the three sisters, and be rid of the corrupting mark… But I asked you what Dol Arrah teaches simply because I believe in shouldering your burdens, and I hoped that you might begin asking those questions yourself once more. What is it that the sovereign host teaches, what is it that Dol Arrah asks of me in any situation?” At that, Ambrosia smiled. An extremely rare expression for the dark and serious young woman! But Zenon had seen her smile before, had probably seen Ambrosia smiling more than anyone else, since it was Zenon who was the cause of it. She hadn’t needed her book for a while now - Her allies not getting injured, and not having coughed in many horus. Ambrosia was glad, she was feeling almost to her own self again, aware that her book had been put away and not being needed. _____________________________________________________________________________________________________________ LOCATION : Deepwoods, Camp north of the Crones' hut Date/Time : 8th of Zarantyr 910k, Early Morning WHO : Kane, Ambrosia It was early in the morning the day after the party had interacted with the crones in the Deepwoods, Ambrosia waking up rather early as she usually had, before being corrupted. The fighter felt incredible, the ritual the Crones had performed made it feel like she could breathe again, the woman not having told the others what had transpired when the Crones had been alone with her though surely they would all be figuring out that Ambrosia was doing much better, and so Ambri had no intention of letting them all know that this bout of constitution would probably not last for very long. She’d decided - picking up her shield - that so long as she had the strength to keep fighting then she would do so. Perhaps she would be strong enough to keep the corruption from eating away at her, at least for a while. That thought in mind Ambri tried not to wake Zenon as she got up and looked for the other fighter in their midst; “Kane?” It was rather early, and Ambri hoped to gently wake him up, so if he’d not stirred at the accented whisper of his name then Ambri would nudge Kane gently with the base of her kite shield. “I’d like to train with you, before we need to pack up and move on.” She’d tell him, Ambrosia’s experience suggesting that Kane would always like to pick up his weapon when he had a chance. “You are the likeliest choice of a training partner for me this early in the morning, and I quite like practicing against you.” Ambrosia stated, her words as ever coming forth calmly and seriously. The woman often would seem to be quite cold, but her words had to be taken at face value and Kane might believe that she really did enjoy training with him. Once they’d have the chance to spar a little, Kane would figure out that since speaking to the Crones Ambrosia was doing much better, only stopping to cough the once and not stopping short of breath ever during the practice they went through. Ambrosia really looked okay. “You don’t fight like any soldier I’ve known.” Ambrosia would say through some light sparring, her serious gaze just barely visible from over her shield as the soldier kept her eyes on Kane. “Maybe at some point, you’ll trust me enough to tell me where you learned to use your weapons.” Her words came as calmly as usual, without any ounce of accusation, as the soldier moved forward to swing a non-lethal attack at the other fighter. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ LOCATION : Deepwoods, Just outside of camp. Date/Time : 8th of Zarantyr 910k, Morning WHO : Lorzub, Ambrosia The sun had properly risen just after the morning training Ambri had forced on Kane, Ambrosia still feeling like she had the energy to move and act and help pack up the camp. Excellent. It was what the soldier was hoping for, if anything the light spar had proven that Ambri was at least in a decent fighting condition, which put many of the medic’s worries at ease as she went to her things to mark down her current condition. Having done that and having efficiently packed up the little that was used to make the simple camp, the group not needing much just so they could sleep between rowing up the deepwoods river, Am at some point found herself re-reading the old torn-out page of a ledger. She’d read the same lines again, and again, and again, and again- she had to stop. Ambri knew that they all must move on as soon as possible, but she couldn’t just sit there and be unproductive, it would drive the fighter mad! So she shouldered her pack, moved to Lorzub who seemed about done packing his own things up. “Good morning. I know we must continue our journey as soon as we can, but we used up most of the healing potions Monroe had helped me make in our battles against the order. Provided that you had not gathered more, while I was dead, I would like to make more before we find ourselves in need of them. But this place is alien to me, so I would appreciate your help in finding the herbs I would need. Lorzub would you mind?” Ambrosia would speak in the same way she usually did, not interrupted by any bothersome coughing. During their search Ambri would endeavour not to dally, knowing that healing potions might be necessary for them all but at the same time conscious that the others might finish packing up the campsite if she and Lorzub spent too long searching. “Zenon told me that a diamond found on Yuni was used to resurrect me.” Ambrosia would note on the subject of her death, while the two were still searching “I do not possess the divine magic required to perform these powerful spells, which is of course, unfortunate, but I have an understanding of how they function. A large sum was spent in order for me to be resurrected, and I now feel like I owe the troupe that and then some. I am ashamed to admit that I have no idea how I might pay that back, I do not believe that the cost can be covered by my other contributions….” She huffed, the only visible sign of her frustration as Ambri would, like always, keep a rather serious expression fixed to her tan eyes and lips. But it did not seem like she wanted to be quiet, or keep things from the Gatekeeper. In all honestly Lorzub seemed rather dependable; she didn’t feel like she would be burdening him if the two spoke. ”Also, I must apologize.” Ambrosia calmly said “I realise I have been doing much of that lately, and you all are the kind of people to tell me something to the effect of “Think nothing of it”, but still I have to be clear; I’d feel as though I was deceiving you if I’m not.” Ambri would look up at Lorzub, “up” because the fearsome gatekeeper was a good deal taller than her! But somehow, that had never phased the female soldier. “I realise, that you would have liked the corruption bestowed on me by Isadorn to be gone. The three Crones had offered me this option, and I did not take it. You on the other hand had been hoping to have me healed of the mark all along. So, sorry I chose differently than you would have.” She said, honestly thankful that Lorzub would even be willing to bring up the mark of Corruption to the three sisters to begin with. _____________________________________________________________________________________________________________ LOCATION : Deepwoods, En route to The Gatekeeper Library Date/Time : 8th of Zarantyr 910k, Evening, setting up for camp WHO : Monroe, Ambrosia The second day of travel up the Deepwoods river had been uneventful in comparison to the first, no ancient powers from the dawn of time inviting the group into their home for dinner! No world threatening revelations being made, no life-ending quests being given. All in all a nice day. Ambrosia might have forgotten that they were en-route to The Gatekeeper Library to find a way to stop a Daelkyr invasion, but the young woman was far too serious to be flippant about something like that. As such, once she and her allies had had to stop for the evening, Ambrosia immediately set out to be as efficient a member of the group as she can. She would approach Monroe who had also been recently resurrected, with a pack of whatever herbs she and Lorzub had managed to gather in the morning before heading off. “It’s good to see you in your old shape. Do you still remember how to brew potions?” Ambrosia would ask, her herbalism kit which was packed up neatly, in hand and ready to be used. Monroe’s assistance would have been just as before, invaluable, Ambrosia able to work on the herbs with the confidence that an experienced brewer was there to aid her. It was… rather nice. While the two had worked in relative silence, Ambri felt it was worth pointing out “I feel like I owe our group a great deal, not just my resurrection, my failure in protecting you all, when you had without suspicion allowed me to travel with you and helped me to save a man that you, Monroe, had never even met before.” “But you all continue to assist me. In all honesty, I wouldn’t have thought of it as strange if we parted ways after we had managed to free the mind of Zenon. But I am glad we did not...” She thought for a while, what the serious woman’s thoughts were would have been anyone’s guess right then, since when Ambri would speak up once more the woman would choose to change the subject slightly. “Thank you for doing this with me, the potions. The assistance is vital so as not to waste any of the herbs we found, and talking with you is always very calming, you have some aura about you. You are right to be angry with me for leaving your side during the fight for Zenon, if you still are angry, but I hope you believe that I am overjoyed that you are alive and with us now. Not only would I have known it was my fault if you perished, I would have really missed you.” Ambrosia said honestly, the diligent female speaking to Monroe while the two continued working on the potions. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ LOCATION : Deepwoods, Entrance to the Gatekeeper Library Date/Time : 9th of Zarantyr 910k, just after Yambul WHO : Ambrosia, Amari, Asher, (Kane, Monroe, Zenon and Lor'zub). Where Zenon had been the first to go down the stairs leading to the library of the gatekeepers, in utter contrast Ambrosia and Amari had been last. With an army marching against them, several giants in their midst as well as atrocities and winged creatures, the soldier stood with her shield raised waiting in the hopes that everyone would move back safely, that was when the lionfolk - Amari, had tried to help Ambrosia by speaking with Yambul for her, even at the precipice of a terribly urgent battle! Amari had hoped to free Ambrosia of her corruption, but before the soldier could respond Yambul bid them both take shelter in the Library. Complying, Ambrosia and Amari eventually followed after their allies, Zenon calling out from within for them all to follow as well. Yambul in an awesome display of his capability, took on the force of the order’s giants as they attacked, simultaneously sealing the entrance to the Gatekeeper Library by molding earth and stone around them. Ambrosia and all the adventuring party were made safe from the encroaching army of the OHF, afforded a head start at the very least as the route behind them had been sealed, but at a great price as the thunderous sounds of Gatekeeper Yambul fighting against the Order’s giants could still be heard from where the adventurers remained. The exertion of their flight would normally been nothing to the seasoned fighter, but as Amari and the others were on the stairs leading down into the library, Ambrosia began to cough. It was the same cursed cough which she had gotten for bearing the Mark of Corruption, droplets of blood always accompanying the black stains which would litter the thick fabric the healer had tied to her sleeve in order to keep the corruption from being spread anywhere else. “He waits two thousand years to do something NOW?!” The angry voice of Lorzub could be heard from just a few steps further, Ambrosia frowning but saying nothing to him as instead she removed her pack diligently to switch on her hooded lantern and fasten it to her armour, withdrawing her plain book and carefully recorded her vital signs once more. She could have sighed, telling herself that she was imagining things as she looked over all the notes, not considering for a moment that her extensive notes on her own health was overkill. As Ambrosia did this Lorzub had turned to Amari, perhaps feeling as though discussing Yambul’s actions with another gatekeeper would bring him some peace, spitting the words “Urag is all 'Oh yeah, you should go to The Library'. No shit! Urag Yambul the Wise sits on his ass for FOUR MONTHS, when he lives TWO DAYS from here." before he would move down the stairs a bit, grumbling to himself. Amari might have wanted to go after Lorzub, but the lionfolk would feel Ambrosia’s hand placed on his broad shoulder. “Amari,” the soldier spoke to him, looking displeased with their current situation as Lorzub was, though the serious woman was not about to express herself in the same way the more volatile Gatekeeper was. “I did not want to interrupt you and Lorzub, but it did need to be said; Thank you.” Ambrosia’s brown eyes looked up to Amari, her expression betraying that despite her calm tone, Am was very much not happy with Yambul’s seeming sacrifice. “Thank you for calling me over to Yambul, despite the threats which surrounded us. You did it to give me the chance to pass on the mark of corruption.” She took a breath. “I have not had the chance to know you very long, but I feel I know what kind of person you are a little better now, and I am thankful that I shall have you fighting at my side for the conflicts that lie in wait in the future.” She would lower her hand, still not happy with Yambul’s decision, but recognising that the Gatekeeper had acted so that the war might be won. She didn’t feel good about it, Ambrosia’s right hand moving to the left - tan fingers being ran down the length of her forearm with a very repetitive fashion. But Ambrosia was clearly not the only one who had noticed Lorzub’s volatile reaction, her fiance Zenon looking after the Gatekeeper as he began down the stairs of the library; grumbling words of frustration under his breath as he went. It was with little thought that she accepted the words “Everyone get ready. We start moving through this library in ten minutes.” as a order, Ambrosia moving only slightly to the left of where she stood and took a seat on the steps, pushing her back and pack against the wall so that she could lean back and rest now that she knew they would stop for a brief time. Am would look down a little ways to where Zenon had stopped Lorzub, thinking to herself that Zenon must not be too harsh with their ally. The way Ambrosia saw it, Lorzub too hated that Yambul was putting his life at stake for the sake of the troupe, Lorzub’s anger being a way for him to process the sacrifice which he found more manageable than a feeling guilt. She was sure this was the case, not in a baseless sense; knowing how soldiers had reacted in the battles which she had served in, each of them dealing with another’s sacrifice differently, and never once were those who survived happy with the sacrifice of their ally. But it was more than that with Lorzub. Ambrosia knew the Gatekeeper, or rather the man, and all while he was railing against Yambul and his choice to act in such a fashion Ambrosia recalled, a conversation where she had asked Lorzub if he would have liked for his fellow Gatekeepers to help him on this difficult task. She remembered vividly still, that Lorzub had in the end answered “Yes” to that question. Some peace came over Ambri when she saw from where she was seated that Zenon had reached out to Lorzub, his stance not one which was aggressive so the woman turned her head back forward. She trusted Lorzub and Zenon both, so despite not seeing the two of them interact much in the short time that Zenon had been de-thralled the soldier trusted that they could work things out on their own. It was Asher who would break the main group’s silence as he took a breath, Ambri paying him mind when the gnome began to speak, but their group’s littlest leader had sounded all but worriedly pessimistic. Ambrosia stayed seated where she was, staring at Asher with a look of disbelief on her normally calm features, one which remained as she responded to the heartfelt words that the honest and heroic ranger had spoken “I will agree with you partly; When you call us family; what I once called brothers in arms, are not linked by a bond of blood - but of respect. And joy. In each other’s lives.” Ambrosia said, surely not just agreeing with Asher “So yes, we are family, and I am proud to call ourselves a family because when everything goes to hell, the people who stand by you without flinching? They are the ones you can be justified in calling your family.” Thus far she had agreed with him, and was working towards her point; “Asher, don’t bury us just yet.” The woman said this with a stern tone, and a look of absolution in her eyes which were as ever brown - and determined. “You said yourself, there are no others you would rather fight along side. So fight with us.” Ambrosia shook off her almost berating tone, treating Asher once more as an equal rather than whatever the woman’s ideals had been for a figurative “leader”. “Rejoice with your family in the land of life.” Ambri said and rested back once again, the fighter having learned long past that any chance to rest was precious, and how foolhardy it would be to waste the chance to sleep for even a few minutes. “We may have hard times ahead of us,” she lightly coughed, keeping her body relaxed and her eyes closed “But we shall be just fine.” ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________ LOCATION : Deepwoos, North of the City of Zarash'ak - rowing upriver Date/Time : 7th of Zarantyr 910k, evening WHO : Asher, Ambrosia, crew. It was after Ambrosia’s resurrection when the adventuring party had set out for the Library of the Gatekeepers, nearly directly after her regaining her consciousness so that there was little chance for the soldier to rest, less chance for her to deal with the death of her little companion - a kitten which had been gifted to her not long prior by a friend. Ambrosia’s cough was ailing her, the fabric which she’d folded and tied to her sleeve becoming choked with blood and black bile which seemed to be seething from her since she’d been infected. It was disheartening and frustrating and exhausting all in unison. The fighter felt like she had little use, the group trying to get out of the city unseen and she couldn’t even perform the completely basic task of taking a turn rowing their boat, almost all of the others having done so by that point and some of the group looked to be resting for a moment, even Zenon. All the while Ambri was left alone with some of her most toxic thoughts. What if she was too sick to heal the others, what if she was careless and got the others infected with whatever it was that then plagued her, what if Ollandra’s death was her doing in earnest, and Ambrosia might kill the others in her party? It was torment to think on, and without realising it Ambrosia’s right hand had moved to run down her left forearm, Ambri counting the motions. ' One. Two. Three. Four.' 'One. Two. Three. Four.' 'One. Two. Three. Four.' “Ugh, this is so frustrating .” She would admit quietly to herself, but ones words could not be so private when 7 individuals had been sat on just one small vessel, Ambri realising that Asher who was the closest to the woman besides Zenon, had likely also heard her. “I’m sorry, it’s nothing.” She sighed, having a harder time than usual keeping her expression calm, feeling a good deal more unhinged than she was accustomed to dealing with, a pained look on her features. “Ollandra, I wasn’t expecting… I am glad you were there when I buried her.” Am admitted, speaking with more emotion in her tone than most would be used to hearing from the serious individual, Ambri having a hard time breathing at a steady rate when her stability was being constantly offset by fits of painful coughing. “I just, really thought she would have longer. I’m glad you met her, and buried an apple seed for her, it might be silly to say but even if no one has a way of knowing the thoughts of the burried, the idea of leaving behind something so pure and simple is nice.” She said “As though, it doesn’t matter what things she had gone through, in the end there is a apple tree to mark her passing - and that is all. She would like that.” Ambri breathed with difficulty, choking like she’d been breathing in a burning world or crushing dirt. “You took care of her, it is good. Good that she had the chance to be with such driven people. She was a clever little thing - you know. She was young but she actually learned a little bit while she was alive. I don’t think anyone had really expected it.” But why did she need to tell Asher all this? He had known Ollandra, he even took care of her. “She was doomed, wasn’t she? From the beginning- though she couldn’t have known it, no matter how healthy she seemed I think she was always doomed from the beginning. No one could have seen it really, not until the very end, isn’t that worse though?” came the question “Not being prepared for it, not her, or anyone. It’s so sad.” A shaky breath was taken while Am continued to count the number of times she ran her fingers down her left forearm, repeating the motion, the same actions over and over in what seemed a terrible endless cycle. “I miss her. It’s silly, thinking on how inconsequential she was in the scheme of all things, but she meant something to someone. Is that stupid? To miss her when she didn’t matter to grander schemes.” Ambrosia spoke, trying to peer through the darkness but it was of little use, the light was not enough.
LOCATION: Deepwoods, Just outside of camp. Date/Time: 8th of Zarantyr 910k, Morning WHO: Lorzub, Ambrosia Lorzub listened to Ambrosia. "I disagree with your presumption we would simply say ' think nothing of it '" . Lorzub sighed heavily "My determination to cure you of this corruption are twofold. You are a capable, fearless, intelligent warrior who contributes mightily to the cause, and we're lucky to have you. I also owe Zenon. He accepted me and my burdensome task. I simply asked for travel companions, and clearly stated my priority was Eberron and could not consider others to be important. Zenon spoke of the burdens of family legacy as if he understood my plight. He offered to assist my efforts in stopping the Daelkyr. He did this within days of meeting me, upon our first real conversation, really" . He paused for a moment before continuing "I mentioned before he saved my life; and while I returned him from the dead in return, it required the sacrifice of another. I, therefore, have a hard time accepting the act as reciprocal. Additionally, I was unable to save him when he was killed by the Gorebull and taken from us by The Order." Lorzub grumbled akwardly, then continued "I'm sorry, yes. I don't mean to ramble on. I believe you are valuable and worth raising from the dead, regardless of the cost, in your own right. Also, you care a lot for Zenon; I assume he feels the same, and I wish to do what I can for him. There, that should cover it". Lorzub cleared his throat and grumbled "Let's get to finding some more herbs for you".
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LOCATION: Deepwoods, Just outside of camp. Date/Time: 8th of Zarantyr 910k, Morning WHO: Lorzub, Ambrosia Politely the soldier had listened in return, smirking a little cheekily to herself as the normally stoic Gatekeeper seemed to get somewhat lost in his words. She did not deny Lorzub's praises of the female fighter, nor did she confirm them; Ambrosia tried to keep both her strengths and her weaknesses in mind as a constant, hoping that she would never need someone to point out the flaws in her for being overconfident; Such a thing might put others in danger when she was tasked in healing them. (The thought made her slightly paranoid, Ambrosia started counting the knots in her ring. One, two, three, f- ).  Ah but Lorzub had claimed that the troupe was lucky to have Ambrosia among them, despite what she had cost them all, something of which this time the fighter was not so sure.... Lorzub mentioned the debt he felt he owed her fiance, Zenon; the Gorebull was news to her but Ambri decided she should just ask Zenon about that later! Ambri focusing by intent on the meaning behind what Lorzub was saying. It sounded just like Zenon to offer his life to a cause when only being aware of it a few days, hell Ambrosia had done the same, but she didn't need to decipher the Gatekeeper's words too deeply as he finally surmised his meaning for her on his own: " I believe you are valuable and worth raising from the dead, regardless of the cost, in your own right. Also, you care a lot for Zenon; I assume he feels the same, and I wish to do what I can for him. There, that should cover it"  Lorzub said and looked almost, awkward, causing Ambrosia to smirk cheekily once again.  The half-orc looked intent on moving on swiftly from the subject but the serious young soldier put her hand out before him, the back of her many-ringed fingers placed firmly against the forearm of Lorzub in such a way that made it clear she sought his attention. "Hey." Ambri looked serious as usual, but her dark features were livened by a somewhat playful smile as she honestly commented, in a rather simple way, "Yes, I am glad to know that I'm not completely useless." She said and clearly was not serious in her self deprecating, as she continued smiling parallel to trying to make Lorzub feel a little less awkward, while something he'd said clearly struck true with her; Ambrosia was no longer counting the weaves of her ring or performing any of her other rituals. Lowering her hand and releasing poor Lorzub Am gave one final "Thanks." before she was happy to continue plucking herbs under Lorzub's guidance, in relative silence.  How interesting it was, that such a fearsome warrior with a great burden being shouldered by him and his companions, could be made to feel awkward only with recalling debts to others. 
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LOCATION: The Gatekeeper Library/The Deepwood Date/Time:  9th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Lor'zub, Zenon Lorzub stared at Zenon, a smirk crawled across his face "I'm not diminishing his sacrifice, my friend, because he hasn't made one. As far as I can tell the miscreant is finally doing his duty. The fact he has shown up now and may well die, is his own doing. The fact we no longer have the power to seal The Portals, or powerful allies to help us, is his doing. Hell, I'll even throw the fact that The Gatekeepers are so weak that The Order exists, at his feet. Ulrag Yambul DARES believe he is more powerful than then the Dragon Vvaraack, and extends his own life to lead The Gatekeepers? That's not leadership, that's hubris." Lorzub thought for a moment on Zenon's words "And you're right, he did fall short. Now we must strive harder, but again, that was all HIS decision to allow this to happen". Lorzub sighed "I don't want to fight with you, my friend. I need to find an amulet in here and probably do some research. I hope we can remain here undisturbed for a bit, if not we'll deal with the threats, but fighting with you is really something I don't want to add to the list of problems we have right now".
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LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Lorzub awoke from a short fitful sleep. "Kane, I don't know how take some of those beatings" . He stretched his aching muscles and slowly rose with visible discomfort. "I'll see if I can't weave some useful magic together for us. Allow me to complete my meditation" . Lorzub sat down and closed his eyes. He sat perfectly still, except his fingers, which danced almost rhythmically through the air, grasping invisible threads. Lorzub opened his eyes after a short time and approached his companions. "So, there's a couple of things I want to cover. First, thank you for keeping me alive, I appreciate it" he smiled "Second, we're looking for four additional pieces belonging to The Amulet of Vvaraack. I was told 'one is on the head of a madman' and 'one is in the hand of the murderer' . If these phrases mean anything to you, let me know, because that's the information we have to go on at the moment" . Lorzub looked at the party "I know we were discussing the scouting situation earlier, and I'm now able to transform Asher into a giant eagle." Lorzub looked at Asher "This would allow you to not only scout a huge area, but also assist with your mapping expedition. You'll have about an hour, so have fun up there." A few mumbled words and Lorzub presented a handful of Goodberries. "Let's eat some of these damn things now so we won't have to worry about food later". "Alright, Asher, are you ready?" . Lorzub mumbled some words as his fingers danced. Asher's form grew and transformed into a magnificent giant eagle.
LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 17th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Suddenly Asher felt very weird, his bones ached, and his skin felt itchy. He didnt feel like himself at all, he looked down at his arms and they were there anymore, Asher quickly shakes his hand, and feathers comes flying off him as he slowly takes flight off the ground.  "Im flying I'm actually flying...This is...amazing!" Asher says but only comes out as bird sounds. Asher quickly makes his way out of the cave, and outside. The wind under his wings is such an amazing foreign feeling. Asher laughs to himself inside that it almost kind of tickles because he is flying so fast. He makes his way a littler higher, to get a better ariel view of the area.  "Is that a western red cedar tree? How exciting!" Asher takes a dive to get a better look and lands on the tree's branch. " I can't wait to tell everyone, I wonder if they know that the Western redcedar grows best in moist to wet soils, with lots of nutrients. It is tolerant of shade and long-lived, sometimes over 1,000 years. Thats so long! Thats longer then like 50 Ashers! "  Asher takes a look down at the small stream that is running below, and glides down to the edge of stream. He takes his time splashing in the water and shaking himself dry as feathers fall of him.  Asher flys back on top of the tree branch. "Wait a minute is that a herring run?" Asher claws his way over to the end of the branch over looking the small stream running through the area. "Herring are amazing! I'm sure the group would be so happy if i brought some home for everyone. " Asher dives down a few times and collects 4 small herring, He holds them into his claws as he takes back off, with dead fish in his claws. As he continues to survey the area. Taking mental notes of the area as he surveys the Deep wood and the surrounding areas. As he makes his way back to the cave. 
LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 17th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Duluk sat against the cave wall out the wanting daylight. He resumed sharpening his dagger, pocked from that bastard who tossed his supplies from the chest. Looking up as the half orc turned the gnome into a giant eagle he nodded in approval. "He did excellent on the scouting mission prior. This will certainly do better. That other one," he gestured to Ambrosia, "didn't do as well but it's understandable. We have been running for a few hours." He helped himself to one of the goodberries and forced it down. "Always help to have a druid on hand, but how did you end up pissing off the Order so badly?" He finished sharpening the dagger and moved on to wiping down the rapier, one not of orc design in the slightest. Once satisfied he counting his bolts silently and returned them to their quiver. 
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LOCATION: The Deepwood Grotto Date/Time: Morning, 10th of Zarantyr 910k WHO: Zenon, Kane After spending hours standing in a fetid pool of swamp water and crawling through a pool of water into a grotto he was pretty spent. When it seemed they were safe Zenon doffed his armor, laid out his bedroll and took his rest. Six hours he was awoken by Asher who had just taken his watch. As the oathbreaker rubbed the sleep out of his eyes he noticed that his cousin was also stirring; apparently he was also taking watch at this hour. Zenon strapped into his armor; he didn’t expect the Order to find them but he would be prepared if they did. Once Zenon was fully clothed and ready to start his day he realized that Kane was already alert and sitting on a rock near the entrance to the grotto. The younger ir’Torgarn walked up to his older cousin and sat on a rock across from him. For a time they sat in silence. Outside of danger Zenon’s austere consciousness returned in force. He contemplated his recent history of violence; haunted by the wisps of memory from when he impaled a man or garroted a child. Deep in despondency, the oathbreaker was busy inspecting all of his honor’s failings when a moment of clarity struck him. His myopia was preventing him from connecting with his cousin. Zenon signed softly and then cleared his throat. “Hey Kane. How are you holding up?” Zenon listened for a response. He had asked a casual question but that wasn’t what he really wanted to know. “So…I don’t know how long we have together. A giant may burst into this grotto at any moment and we’d be fucked. Before something happens to one of us I want to know: where’d you go for all those years after you left the estate?”
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LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Lorzub laughed heartily in response to Duluk's question "What did we do?" his laugh slowed to a few chuckles "I'll tell you what we did, we proved worthy adversaries to those sons o' bitches" . Lorzub's face became serious "They ran across the wrong people when they met us, and when this is over I'll have their bones fashioned into a nice chair to rest my ass on" . He became more cordial "What I'm curious about, Duluk, is what you know of The Order; and what you were doing when we found you".
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LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, Morning WHO: Ambrosia, Monroe As the members of TRAP began to wake up, Monroe approached Ambrosia. "I'd like to talk to you outside if possible, away from everyone, if you're okay with that." Monroe gave a smile and then walked out of the entrance of the cave, leading Ambrosia to a secluded area away from the group. As he searched for a nice, secluded spot, he began going through his story though his head. A story that he prepared for a moment like this, where it would make sense if he gave away this story. He's been preparing for a moment like this by dropping bits of his story here and there to those who ask about him, but now, it was time.  As the two found an area away from the group, Monroe spoke up. "I'd like to start things off by saying that I spent the last few days thinking things over. I forgive you, for back then. Back when you made a choice which lead to my... unfortunate demise. I understand why you did what you had to do." Monroe went silent for a moment and looked down towards the ground. "I know it's been a few days, but I'd also like to give my condolences for  your cat."
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LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 17th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Asher lands in the cave just as his bones and arms start to hurt again. He looks down at his arms as the chill over comes his body again. The feathers disappear, as Asher lifts up his arms to the sky, and looks down as the herring are flooping around on the ground. He grabs his short sword and cuts off the heads of the 4 herringg. "Guys your not going to be what I found! There is an amazing red cedar about 15 minutes to the south! And a small stream and a bunch of fish look i brought 4 back with him, I'm going to cook them up right now. Have you guys ever had herring before? It is very good. " Asher leaves the cave and comes back with a handle of sticks as well as an old piece of tree bark. Asher quickly goes to makes a fire to cook small fish over but stops. "And that wasnt even the best part I totally think I have enough get visuals to start my map of the area. I can't believe I am going to be one of the first cartographers to chart this ever. That is best right guys right???? Right? Anyway, I can't believe i was an eagle? Did you see me? I was all like Woooo, and then I did this awesome dive, i totally think I did a barrel roll too, but I'm not completed sure... Did anyone see? Kinda felt like one but i was sure.. Ohh boy that was awesome. Can't say I ever done that before. Ohh ya I totally probably shouldn't start this fire." Asher puts the fish on the big piece of dry tree bark and uses it as a plate.He holds it up toward the group.  "Ohh and by the way guys i almost forgot" Asher puts his palm to his face and laughs. " the army is around us but it seems as though they have passed us and we are totally safe here in the cave it seems. So ahh....any idea on how to cook this?"
LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Duluk laughs aloud at Lorzub's response. "Worthy adversaries, huh?" He sighed heavily, leaning back against the wall before looking back over to him. "But who's the ones hiding in a cave? I tell you what, you did make it past those kobolds and their boss pretty fine, but how do you plan to stop those giants and aasimar?" As Lorzub asked about what he knew, Duluk mulled over the situation. These people were probably crazy enough to try to kill him if they wanted, and he wouldn't be able to take them on all at once. He decided to go along with them in the meantime. If things turned ugly he would rather be somewhere he could get the upper hand, and the cave wouldn't give him anything. In a serious tone he told the half orc the truth, "All I know is from rumors, their army can move as quickly as they want, but word travels faster. But anyone who proclaims themselves leaders of the shadow marches haven't climbed out of the crib. I'm just sitting by waiting for them to fuck up whatever they're doing. I heard something about them going to an important library for a valuable artifact and I was going to offer my services as a dungeoneer, but I followed the wrong tunnel and that Slaad got the drop on me before I could make contact. And now I've been bunched up with your group so that deal is dead before it was even started.
LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Lorzub listened to Duluk with a stern face "Well, Dukluk, I'm sorry to hear you didn't get what you were looking for.  Maybe we should go back and see if we can't help you find it."   Lorzub grinned "I'm kind of curious myself, now".   He gave a raised eyebrow to Zenon.
LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Duluk shook his head. "Nah, would be better to get out of the Marches for now. I would rather leave before they get my face on a poster."
LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Lorzub smiled "We're not leaving the Marches".
LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Duluk frowned. "I was talking about myself. I'm not interested in what your group is doing. I'm just waiting out the storm."
LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Lorzub grinned "That's probably best, The Marches house creatures much peskier than kobolds".  
LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, WHO: Whole Crew Duluk nodded. "Like you."
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LOCATION: The Deepwood, a cave near The Library of the Gatekeepers Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, Morning WHO: Ambrosia, Monroe, (off to the side) The whole Crew Ambrosia had been jotting down notes in a book with little to no features upon it, trying not to focus on the desperate words between Lorzub and Duluk - the uncooperative newcomer. She said nothing when Duluk had pointed out how badly Ambrosia had done on their stealth mission looking for more information, her fingers tapping the graphite stick she held in sets of four as she hoped to calm herself and get back to writing, the young soldier believing that both Lorzub and Duluk were in their individual states of both fear and anxiety in varied degrees. Why wouldn't they be, everyone was in a cave after a fetid trek and hoping that the weapons each had at the ready would not be needed, Ambrosia still remembering the sight of terrible hands reaching through to their narrow chamber beneath the library as giants of all things had tried to kill the group before they'd gotten to the amulet. Dark brown eyes didn't look up from her non-writing until Lorzub cast a raised brow in Zenon's direction, Ambrosia HOPING that she was imagining things as the Gatekeeper appeared to... No, he wouldn't recommend they go fight the entire Army worth of soldiers and giants after them, would he? It was with disbelief on Am's tan features that Monroe would find the young woman, Ambrosia turning her full attention to the (now considerably less) portly bartender as Monroe spoke in the same kind voice she had come to expect from the older man. "Yes, I would be fine with that; provided that we do not stray too far and are not cause for suspicion of the order." Ambrosia agreed and closed up her book, not having been able to suppress her obsessive rituals and get back to finishing her medical notes... Outside the fighter tried to keep her eyes open for danger, as usual, her shield and sword at the ready had the need arisen (though she hoped it would not), and she made sure to stick very close to the cave wall and in the shadow of the march the waded in, stopping Monroe as soon as she thought there might be any chance that they could be spotted by a member of the order had they ventured further; "I think this is far enough. I understand a need for quiet but any further from the others and I would be worried we might endanger them all." Ambri worriedly stated, her right hand moving to the left, her bandaged fingers caressing her forearm in a nerve-wracking way which the whole party might have become accustomed to. But Monroe did not comment as he spent the time needed to gather his thoughts before he spoke! "I'd like to start things off by saying that I spent the last few days thinking things over. I forgive you, for back then. Back when you made a choice which lead to my... unfortunate demise." He'd said, Ambri looking to him instead of anything else and her dark eyes coloured in a tone of sorrow. Monroe continued "I understand why you did what you had to do." He'd spoken finally, going silent and leaving the formal Ambrosia with the opportunity she felt she needed in order to respond. "I am sorry. I won't be able to express how happy I am to hear that you forgave me, but; I hope that you know, now, I would have never wanted to allow harm to come to you." She looked upset, yet still she tried to wear a calm expression despite the honesty of her emotions. "I never really am sure what is the right course of action, not when it comes to a life-or-death call. The only thing I had learned to do was not hesitate, not question myself while I find myself on the field of battle, as any moment of hesitation might cost several lives where I might possibly have saved even one or two." She tried explaining, never speaking on her rank or her profession until the absolute need arose. "... I had thought you would be covered, the others were besides you and Kane, he was alone. I tried to choose the life that was more in need in an attempt not to loose a single one, in the end it cost you yours." It had been an apology and explanation that she had hoped to express for a long time, but what good would it have been while Monroe was still furious? She had not seen the point discussing the matter when the logical conclusion was that Monroe wouldn't listen, not when he had every right to never forgive the medic who had left him stranded. "I know it's been a few days," Monroe went on, Ambrosia listening with focus and a look that was a little curious, "...but I'd also like to give my condolences for your cat." She, was surprised. Ambri wore a look of shock then a most innocent sorrow, one that was a truly rare sight on such a diligent and serious soldier. It was impossible to keep her simply dark features calm for a few moments, Ambri looking down in discomfiture at how deeply the little feline's death had effected her. "I-, I thank you but, it's silly... I shouldn't be so moved over it, so many people are in danger and have suffered and, and here I am worrying about a stupid cat." She tried to make light of sentimentality, immediately feeling terrible for calling Ollandra "stupid" rather than referring to the little kitten by the name she had been given. Ambrosia looked troubled, her body posture meek in a way that was most uncharacteristic as she told herself 'please just get over it' ... "But she'd been my pet cat." Ambrosia said "A gift from a friend, when I needed something to focus on more than ever with my brothers in trouble and Zenon in danger. It is stupid, but I thought Ollandra was a way for me to be calm and that that was why you brought her to me..." she admitted, speaking of the kitten more than she had since she had killed the faultless little thing.
LOCATION: The Deepwood Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, Morning WHO: Ambrosia, Monroe,  "No, it's not stupid." Monroe gently placed a hand upon the young woman's shoulder. "It was like family to you. It's okay to mourn a death in your family." Monroe looked away for a moment to force a few tears to come from his eyes. He turned back towards Ambrosia to make sure she see him wipe away a tear. "I might have never said it, but Ollandra meant a lot to me too. When I lost...." Monroe trailed off as he wiped another force tear from his eye, "When I lost my mother, a good friend of mine got me a cat. Ollandra kinda even looked like her, which is why I picked her for you.  My dear feline helped me through the toughest time of my life... never really gave her a fancy name like 'Ollandra", I really just called her cat..." Monroe gave a sigh as he pretended to reminisce over a made up cat. "Have I ever told you the story of how I lost my mother? Why I blame myself every single morning I wake up without her around? I'm sure if I wasn't around, she'd still be here today."
LOCATION: The Deepwood, just outside the cave beside The Gatekeeper's library. Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, Morning WHO: Ambrosia, Monroe, Ambrosia looked up at Monroe when the heavy hand was placed on her shoulder, surprised to find that the man had shed tears for the little animal which she had only days ago needed to bury.  "I, I'm sorry. I never meant, I think I may have been the one to hurt her(!)" She fretted, feeling somewhat vulnerable over the whole concept. Ambrosia continued to obsessively run her slender fingertips down the length of her forearm, the action repeated in perfect duplication over and over, while unfortunately the ritualistic compulsion was only making the woman's fears of harming others all the more desperate .  What if the others could get hurt by her; What if she was making a mistake in her notes and the vile cough caused by the mark of corruption was not actually remaining stable, and if she was not able to keep the corruption in check and from spreading into the others. What if that black blood was contagious, what if she was slowly killing Zenon who was closest to her and it was him that she might bury next? Her thoughts were terrifying, and all she did was count to four again and again, hoping no one would comment on how she kept injuring her left forearm of late.  "Have I ever told you the story of how I lost my mother?" Monroe asked the young woman, Ambri believing that those tears which he was wiping were not for her loss but rather, for his own. "Why I blame myself every single morning I wake up without her around?" Monroe asked, before actually stating that he was at fault for the death of his own mother.  "You have not, and I'd be glad to listen." Ambri promised, adding as she felt it'd be appropriate: "But hearing you say that you not being here would mean she was still alive, something that I find hard to believe. I'm sure, someone as attentive as you couldn't possibly be to blame for the loss of someone significant to him?" She rhetorically stated.
LOCATION: The Deepwood, just outside the cave beside The Gatekeeper's library. Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, Morning WHO: Ambrosia, Monroe The young woman try to assure Monroe that it wasn't his fault, but that wouldn't change the story he was about to tell. The story he prepared, based upon the truths of his life, but the most important details were carefully fabricated. Monroe gave out a sigh and began his tale.  "My family was always poor. My father cleaned stables for only a few copper a day, and my mother cleaned tables at bar for the same amount of pay. When I reached the age of, well lets see," Monroe counted back on his fingers, " I had to be about fifteen, around the time the war started. My father took part in the war, with promise of better pay than just few copper." A sorrowful look washed upon his face, "But that only last a year, before he was killed off in battle. During that time we didn't even see one copper piece for his duty. because of this, I had to take up a job  where my mother worked. I took over the cleaning of the bar, while she was 'promoted'. We were able to live comfortably because of this." Monroe forced a few more tears to come from his eyes, which he quickly wiped away. "I was stuck at the bar by myself one night.... well, correction, the own of the bar was there as always, along with a few rowdy customers, but it was my first night working without my mother. During that night..." Monroe paused, taking a deep breath, as he began to deviate from the truth, "I was killed... murdered by a customer in a drunken rage. I don't remember much about the night, only about what He told me. One moment I was cleaning the bar, the next moment, I woke up up in an abandoned house, with a strange man cloaked in shadow, hovering over me. Next to me was the dead body of my mother. The man, no he was no man, he more like an entity straight from the pits of hell itself..." Monroe thought back as he forced an expression of anger upon his face. "That Thing came to my mother in her deepest sorrow and offered her an escape. In exchange for her soul, he'd guide my soul back to my body." Monroe looked down with a look of regret, "They also made some other sort of deal. I don't know what my mother did, but he also was able to convince that...that demon to offer protection over the rest of my life. I didn't know if I was going crazy at first and that I was seeing things. There were shadows I saw moving on their own, off in the corners of my eyes. Sometimes there were balls of light, hovering nearby, ready to attack any creature that showed hostility toward me." Monroe's voice began to quiver as he continued on, "...and the worst of it all, the empty husks of the dead, standing guard in the night. I'm not sure if you seen any of these things yourself, but I'd warn you against showing hostility against these...these things. I'm still disturbed by them, but they never shown me any hostility."
LOCATION: The Deepwood Grotto Date/Time: 10th of Zarantyr 910k, Afternoon WHO:  Ambrosia, Asher, Zenon, others The day had progressed slowly. After the party awoke Asher had gone scouting with Lor’zub’s help. Some of the stealthier members of the group went out to scout from time to time. Soon after the party stirred Zenon had removed his armor; he would be forced to spend the day in the cave. The oathbreaker knew he was a liability without his armor, and with his armor he was a risk with the clanking his armor made. He used the day to read more of the tome he had found in the Gatekeeper library. Some of the information the book had was…unsettling. However other parts about Vvaarak specifically may prove useful sometime in the future. The lack of physical activity was unusual. Without walking or fighting in his plate mail he had a lot of pent up energy. He looked around the cave trying to find an outlet. Zenon smiled. The oathbreaker approached Asher. “Hail, friend. I have a situation that I hope you can help me with.” Zenon’s face reddens. “Do you think you could use your magic to nullify noises in the far corner of the cave? I need to…meditate. If you give me thirty minutes of silence I would greatly appreciate it.” [Assumption] Asher gives Zenon the thumbs up. Afterward Zenon walked up to Ambrosia, who was busy reading some book. “Corporal Metallourga, I have an injury on my thigh that needs tending to. Please come with me.” Ambrosia was peppering Zenon with questions about his “injury”. “Where does it hurt? How much pain are you feeling? Eventually the questions ceased. The oathbreaker turned around to look at Ambrosia. He could tell from the expression on her face that she was surprised that her speech was not making any sound. Zenon grabbed her tenderly but firmly by the shoulders and pushed her further into the area affected by Silence. He took a few steps back into the main room and cast Darkness over the same area. He walked back into the area of darkness and silence and searched for Ambrosia with his outstretched hand. He found her arm and his touch followed the limb up toward her shoulder and eventually her neck. He leaned in and kissed her.
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LOCATION : The Deepwood, just outside the cave beside The Gatekeeper's library. Date/Time : 10th of Zarantyr 910k, Morning WHO : Ambrosia, Monroe She listened as he spoke naturally, Ambrosia’s own expression slowly returning to the serious one that others would have been expecting of her. She stood straight while Monroe spoke, the dark woman’s head being lowered as he spoke of his family’s economic troubles. She understood him, but said not a word as Monroe went on. So the kindly bartender’s father had been claimed by the war. Ambri made a note for herself to contact the officers in the Aundarian military that she had served under, see what had happened with Monroe’s father, the soldier appalled and disbelieving that a man’s service would not have been recognised. But that was not all, Monroe’s tale turning darker… When the man spoke of his past, the soldier had politely listened; She saved her questions for the very end of which, there were a good few. “Monroe,” she began “Forgive me, you died? How, a drunken rage? Why were you targeted, what was it that he said?” Ambri felt like the details may have been significant, that they were the reason Monroe was even speaking with Ambrosia in the first place. “I am trying to understand what you’ve told me,” She spoke pragmatically, coldly. It was a fault she’d always exhibited unknowingly “The shadow being you speak of, and the husks that you say stand vigil, surely you would want to banish them, am I wrong? We might have the ability to do so, if we find a strong enough cleric, perhaps even with the help of Lorzub, or Zenon.” Ambrosia thought. To anyone else it might have looked like she was a heartless person, Monroe having poured out his past before the soldier and in return she was thinking about the safety of the group. In truth, the death of his mother deeply saddened her, Ambrosia thinking how horrific it was for Monroe to wake up in a terrible pit with the corpse of the woman who’d cared most about him lying beside him, thought of the torn page out of a ledger which she still kept in her bag and often read when she believed no one was keeping watch on the woman. But how could Ambri express the sorrow she felt? It would not have comforted Monroe, she was certain. The serious fighter instead turned to the problems they could face together in the future; she thought that helping Monroe be rid of these, whatever they were, would be good for him! “You said a soul was traded in exchange for your protection, well the demon or shadow entity has failed. You died, again. Due to my own failures - I know that, but they failed. So then they should really have no hold over you Monroe. I’ve only seen one of the things you described, twice, but at the time I had no idea what it could be. The light blip did not attack us but our enemies, so I didn’t attack it. Have you ever tried to fight them though?” She had stepped closer to him by that point and reached out to place one hand on his shoulder, frustration being squashed as Ambri attempted to the best of her abilities to console Monroe. Whether she was successful or not would remain to be seen by the soldier. “But, I want to ask you; Monroe why did you feel you needed to bring us out of the cave to tell me all this, why not share it in front of the others?” The tan soldier asked. Her dark features were troubled, shone with confusion “I suppose you trust the others, don’t you? I mean, you’ve known me the least of them all. I don’t know what I could possibly do for you more than any of the others…” Ambri admitted, conscious of her faults (which were many) and worried that Monroe had chosen the wrong person in which to put his trust.
LOCATION : The Deepwood, just outside the cave beside The Gatekeeper's library. Date/Time : 10th of Zarantyr 910k, Morning WHO : Ambrosia, Monroe Monroe was barraged with questions, and yet he would answer them as they came, "“Forgive me, you died? How, a drunken rage? Why were you targeted, what was it that he said?” The young woman asked. "Unfortunately, I was unable to remember much about that night. I remember being told that did something like I bumped into him and he ended up spilling his drink over himself, or something along that lines. An older man probably could have taken the beaten I have and survived, and yet, I could not. He must of had some anger issues, to say the least." "The shadow being you speak of, and the husks that you say stand vigil, surely you would want to banish them, am I wrong? We might have the ability to do so, if we find a strong enough cleric, perhaps even with the help of Lorzub, or Zenon.” The woman questioned him once more. "You think I haven't tried? I put half of my life's earnings into having this... this curse removed. No matter what I do, they keep coming back. I lead myself into danger, multiple times to get those things killed off. Yet, they keep coming back. When that didn't work, I hired someone with the skills to, well, preform this banishment you speak of. It seemed to put those creatures back to whatever plane they came from, and yet, that didn't even work. Whatever is going on with me, is beyond the realms of us. Honestly, I tried everything I can think of, even talked to those wretched crones, yet the price they ask for is too big." Monroe paused, took a deep breath, and continued on. "For now, I recommend leaving those things alone, whatever they are. They seem to, well, try to help. Just because it makes me uncomfortable, seeming them doesn't mean we should waste our energy on those things." “ You said a soul was traded in exchange for your protection, well the demon or shadow entity has failed. You died, again. Due to my own failures - I know that, but they failed. So then they should really have no hold over you Monroe. I’ve only seen one of the things you described, once, but at the time I had no idea what it could be. The light blip did not attack us but our enemies, so I didn’t attack it. Have you ever tried to fight them though?” Ambrosia continued on with her questions. "Yeah, I thought that too, and yet, I saw that ball of light, once more when we were fighting those kobolds. Whatever my mother did to convince that demon to protect me, it even lasts with my resurrection. As for why it didn't attack you then? I am unsure. Perhaps it viewed you as creatures that were more helpful alive and protecting me, then dead, leaving me unprotected, but that's only speculation at this point." Monroe paused once more and tried to remember if he answered all the questions, and then spoke up as he remembered the last one, "Oh yes, I have , plenty of times, and each time they refused to fight me back, and each time they died, they disappeared, leaving behind no trace." “But, I want to ask you; Monroe why did you feel you needed to bring us out of the cave to tell me all this, why not share it in front of the others?” She questioned once more,  “I suppose you trust the others, don’t you? I mean, you’ve known me the least of them all. I don’t know what I could possibly do for you more than any of the others…” Monroe went quiet for a moment and looked away in embarrassment, "It's not that I don't trust them or anything, it's just then I haven't gotten as close with them. Lorzub seems hard to approach, seeing that he has his mind focused on more import things at the moment, Asher, and I meant this in the least offensive way, seems too, well, childish to take this seriously. Kane,well, he could probably care less, and as for Zenon and the greedy rougey fella , well, I only really just met them.  I only brought you alone to tell ya because I felt like you are like a true friend to me, and I'm not sure if I could say that for anyone else in the party, at least not for now. As a friend, I ask you to keep this to yourself for now,  I just felt that keeping this secret from everyone wasn't right, I knew someone needed to know."
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LOCATION : The Deepwood Grotto, beside The Gatekeeper's library. Date/Time : 10th of Zarantyr 910k, Afternoon WHO : Ambrosia, Asher, Zenon, others She sat reading over the tomes that the adventuring party had acquired, feeling much like Zenon and anyone else who felt that their time laying low and waiting for it to be safe to move was frustrating, but at the same time the woman understood the necessity of the wait. She would not do so idly, making herself as useful as she possibly could, keeping track of the OoHF when she was able and spending as much of her waking hours reading as she could. Even some of her practice regime had had to be cut down, a sparring match with Kane ill-advised when the party was all trying to be stealthy. But just because Ambrosia didn’t complain, it didn’t mean that she liked feeling trapped any more than anybody else had. Only a few days prior Zenon had been speaking with Kane, Ambrosia having woken up when it was Zenon’s turn to go on watch, him leaving her side as well as the effort the paladin needed to donn his heavy armour being enough for her to stir. She’d heard Zenon trying to talk with Kane, looked over her shoulder at the two silhouetted near the entrance of the cave, then turned over and tried to go back to sleep immediately. She was a diligent and stubborn female, wanting to make the most of her every waking moment in order to be efficient and useful for the others; but there she was feeling frustrated and realising that, she had read the same line of text about 12 times already... “Corporal Metallourga” the voice of Zenon was recognised instantly by Am, even before she looked up from the book she was not reading to find him standing there. He was withour his armour and seeing that the Paladin in just his attire was still rather unusual. “I have an injury on my thigh that needs tending to. Please come with me.” Zenon explained and without needing to think on it at all Ambrosia put away her book and rose from where she’d been sitting down far too long, following Zenon. She thought it was odd that he walked without any kind of limp, Ambri questioning Zenon over his supposed “wound” just as he knew that his betrothed would, when all too suddenly her questions were silenced. Or rather, they could not be spoken at all, the soldier having gone for her sword if it had not been for the wry smile she got from Zenon. Oh, that smile spoke tomes of his intent, the surprise from the silence spell forgotten altogether as Ambrosia was guided further into the zone of silence; the woman wearing a wide smile and began to immediately doff her armour as well. It would take her about a minute to remove the leathers after all, a whole minute that she was not willing to spare. About twenty seconds into the procedure Ambrosia looked up as the spell darkness was cast, paused… nodded her head from side to side as she thought finally ‘Yeah, I suppose that that works too'  having been perfectly willing to ‘inspect’ Zenon even with just the silence spell cast! Apparently,Ambrosia was a good deal less fussy with the arrangements than her paladin partner was. When Zenon stumbled back to the fighter things became simple; Ambri rather eager for Zenon for how desperately she had missed him - her betrothed. Am was happy that he still wanted to make her the object of his affection, and love, even after all the time that they had been apart. Am was the kind of woman who would have happily embraced Zenon when the two were reunited, not wanting to wait even the short period that they had as the fighter and healer sought to make the most of each day she was still alive. But Ambrosia was anything but a heartless woman, despite appearing cold in an outward way the woman had realised that Zenon would need a few days of time where he might think over everything. It paid off, and it was good the male had needed only a few days to collect his thoughts based off of how unwilling Ambrosia was to let him go the twice that he needed to re-cast darkness, before it might wear off. She would also inform, when all had been done, that the half hour they were afforded was most certainly not enough to make up for the many years that they were separate, demanding that the two of them have another “follow up” for Zenon’s injury soon. If Zenon wasn't going to tell Asher to cast silence for them again, then she would.