Ascian pauses midway to the door, his back to Callahan even as the firbolg addresses him. The words are as unexpected as they aren't, the same sentiment the others had danced around but none had quite come out to say; the same he's heard from others his whole life. He waits for guilt, or fear, or shame - any of the things that Kaed's words of You were part of something that went too far, was too cruel and you struggle with it, good, you should, tell him he should feel. Instead, he just looks back at Cal, lips set in a pale, calculating line as he finds his innate reaction isn't irritation or indignation or even protest, but just a pure, simple, I know. Somehow, he thinks that might be worse. Callahan walks off and Thrandimir chooses that moment to make his entrance; Ascian watches as the wizard slides down the bannister, beaming, possessing in one moment more exuberance than Ascian has ever exhibited in a lifetime. He lingers silently as the party favors are handed out, taking one as it's offered and informing Thrandimir flatly, "I'm going outside." Drifting up the stairs, he winds his way through the gathering crowds before exiting onto the tavern's terrace and sitting back against the bannister, dropping his head back and considering the sky as he inhales the smoke and exhales it back to Callahan's stars above.