Following the confrontation with the bandits, Cal had once again retreated into himself, ashamed he was that he'd allowed himself vulnerable enough to be struck as he had - that that had been all it took to knock him back into his starry form. More than that though, it was that in doing so, he'd once more taken on the sort of brash and adversarial nature that came with it, resulting in yet another clash with the wizard. Agreeing to stay on with the group had come down to a couple key factors - the least of which was Katrin's suggestion that his adherence to a semblance of morality would be beneficial to a group that - in some specific spots, at least - lacked as much. In truth, his own curiosity over the nature of the famine and the resulting knowledge they'd gleaned about ancient magics and other worlds had simply piqued his wandering curiosity. But with that came a resolve to avoid getting into such scenes if possible, and to do that he'd seemingly need to avoid communing with the stars so directly , he'd rationed. Turns out that's easier said than done, wouldn'tcha know it , he found himself thinking as he awoke that morning. Getting ready quickly, he was caught off guard when Ash made his sudden announcement. He waits as the others react in their own ways; the barbarian for instance, as always, claps hand-to-shoulder and makes a comment about might before strutting off. Cal can't help but feel something twist inside him as he looks to the boy. Over the course of the last handful of battles, he'd hated the way Ash so detachedly viewed acts of extreme violence. He never truly faulted the boy though, it was clear he was being spurned on by Thrandimir. He simply lamented his unexplainably affectless nature. Hesitantly, he approached, hands clasped in front of him, "I suppose I understand now why you were turning down all offers of food back at the Fireblade," He gives a half-hearted grin and rubs the back of his head with a large gloved hand, "Truth be told I, uh, I'd like to offer my own help if possible. I don't know much in the way of arcane magics like Mister Thrandimir or the ways of the gods like Mistress Katrin or Keeper Kou, and I, um, know we ain't seen eye to eye always the last few days," suddenly remembering the height differential between the two, he unconsciously started to lean down a bit more, "in more ways than one... but the stars hold many answers too! I just want you to know that differences or not, I will continue to support you." With a quick, confidence-affirming nod, Cal pulls a small pod from his coat, holding it out to Ash as it quickly blooms and blossoms into a flower of six white, elongated, fuzzy petals, as if forming the points of a snow-covered star. In the center, small yellow-tinged florets sprout forth in a ring. " Stella Holdina - A Star of Hol - said to bring courage and strength to those who keep them. They're common in the mountains that overlooked my village. I took a handful of buds with me when I set out; figured if the stars could guide me away from home, these stars could one day guide me back," his eyes close as thoughts of home flood back to him, "anyway, may it yet guide you where you seek, too, young Ascian."