So coming into the weekend I think we can all assume that a hotfix wont be deployed until early next week at the absolute earliest. I'm gonna take the time to pour some feelings out into text here. I waited a week just to make sure I wasn't speaking out of impulse. But here goes.
I'm not Happy. Over the last month, I feel like I haven't gotten my dollars worth out of my Pro Subscription. AFoW and lighting make up about 80% of the reason I pay monthly (The other 20% storage space and API support). I know that other features are listed as part of my subscription, but if I'm being honest, they made no impact on my decision to purchase a pro subscription or not. Similar to the fact that I pay for Amazon Prime for 2 day shipping, but they also offer me free music and a discount on milk purchased from Whole foods.
There have been months where I paid for a Pro Subscription but didn't touch the website once. I was fine with these, It was my fault. I got busy. The website still earned it's keep. This month doesn't feel like that.
This outage hit me hard. A game got canceled because of it. Over a month ago I started planning a game. Two of the players involved were friends from across the country that I haven't seen in years. The problems with AFoW caused me to stall out setup. It always sounded like the fix was a day away. I'd just wait and start working on it again when the problems were fixed.
I sent a group message to my players earlier this week to let them know that the fixes were still coming, We'd start playing when they came in. I got back replies. "I don't really think I have time anymore" "Yeah, this isn't going how I thought it would" "Maybe next time". It spiraled out and died as people played off each others replies.
I probably should have powered through and kept going with all the bugs. But I didn't. It always felt like a fix was right around the corner.
Last but not least. I'm bummed because I got scarred away from some purchases by this whole deal. I wanted Creature Codex and Tome of Beasts. I own the physical books. But I was going to buy the Packs here. I'm afraid though. If I make the purchases will they always be available? If an update breaks a feature of the tokens, will they be fixed? Is the digital purchase going to be as permanent as the books I own? I tend to lean paranoid in this new day and age of digital products. I keep buying physical books because they are mine forever instead of licensed to me with conditions and obligations. But I was warming to the idea. I really like creature codex.
But this whole ordeal spooked me again. Double down some of my fears. Reassured me that I wasn't crazy, that the reason I was holding off was real.
I guess I'm just really trying to say... I'm not Happy...